possession09

i do not like making day to day plans. its not that i dont plan, for my future
for a concert next month....lalallalala. but i hate making day to day plans.
for instance: my friend wanted me to go see the matrix with her this afternoon,
even tho i made huge plans this evening with about 20 people to go see it.
she has to work and feels left out. i feel bad, but at the same time, i worked until 130a
didnt get to sleep until around 3am and i woke up feeling pooped. i just want to go back to sleep.
esp. since i have to do it all over again tonite and be up for class at 8 am tomorrow.
so i explain. im really tired. o.. then the guilt trip begins.

i hate making plans.
i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
i am cranky
grrrrrrrrr....
arghhhhhhhhhh
ill get over it.