Saturday May 24, 2003

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SO THEN...

as if my day couldnt get any more WACKED. (check last journal entry).
i go out with friends. yes, the girl that i have a slight crush on was there..she invited me
for that matter. (NOTE> just cause you have a crush on someone does not mean that
you cant become good friends...its called getting over it) <------ telling that to people.
MY...
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Friday May 23, 2003

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i


am



so


sick of the rain.



i am lonely. i am tired.
whiney whiney me.
whatever
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tiamat:
's okay. cute girls like you can get away w/ whining.
kiss
wisp:
I agree... cuteness can let you get away with a bunch... So I am in the indecisive phase about the outdoor thing... but leaning towards making the organizational effort... current forcast 65% chance of rave with a 100% chance that I will check out the local psytrance night this coming up wed. *wink*

Thursday May 22, 2003

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im a sleepy girl. i just got home from work....234am. i have a test in exp. stats at 800am..
thinking its too late to sleep now. if i go to bed, im going to wake up in this crazy ass state of mind..
i probably wont even wake up at all.

so im guessing its an all niter. i wish it was for something fun....
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Thursday May 22, 2003

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funny thing happened today. reminded me something important..that following my instincts (gut feeling)
is 99% correct. hehehehehhee...not to mention that it feels good sometimes
to get to say "i told you so" . although this time....i didnt say it out loud..didnt want to be mean.

hmmm.....so thinking about it. does it mean that i should apply what my gut feeling is saying
about something else...
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grrlhavoc:
*perk*

Thursday May 22, 2003

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melancholly days. i want to be all smiley and happy, but i just cant.
why do i feel so tired all the time. even when im happy, i feel tired.
what is wrong with me?
why do i have to have helly asse cramps?
why cant i figure out this damn stats equation? its so freaking easy..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek


i am soooooooo pmsing.
someone help.......ahahhahahaahhahahhahhaahha whatever
wisp:
Help ? Would that require coming near you ... ? wink
Ok - only if you bite... I mean... Yah.

So fill me in on the details... From the Map it looks like
the Penn state line is about 4-5 hours away. I am prob. going to be camping in the Catskills sometime soon anyway so... Yah dude! 3 Days!

Gimme some equations.... its been like 4 whole days without doing some math... I am going into withdrawal!!!!!
wisp:
Eeeck... your email addr. on the contact tab isn't set up so I can't mail you!!!

*pout*

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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hey is anyone out there addicted to psy-trance??? if so please let me know
if you would be interested in taggin along for an AWESOME
outdoor event. its in pennsylvania, in june. i can give more info if
anyone wants it.

let me know. cause ill be there....

ade
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possession09:
psytrance and goa are essentially the same genre of music...

and if you guys love it so much let me know if your interested...
its going to be a blast!!!!
a5terix:
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Tuesday May 20, 2003

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really quick:::: what happened to my pictures...boo hoo. it took me forever to get them on there...oh well.


so i went to a movie tonite with the girl. i know that she knows that there
is this strange attraction too. i can tell. she gets nervous around me, and
we sort of just work, if that makes sense. just friends, but already
we have some...
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Tuesday May 20, 2003

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ahh...inaccessablility...
yes..i think everyone in is drawn to that. well, not everyone, but anyone
who is up for a challenge....or anyone who refuses to believe
that you cant have anything you want.
but i know. i know that deep down inside i can emulate and be and
have everything that i trully want. whether or not i choose to put forth the effort
to achieve...
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grrlhavoc:
thats awesome biggrin
saturn1:
oh boy, i always pine over innaccessable people. and then i deal with the fact that they are such and find something else to do, i suppose. but you are gaining something from her , yes? yes smile

i owe you a big fat email. my head has been in homework and the clouds. i will take it out soon!
kiss

Monday May 19, 2003

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i feel strange tonite.
i cant get someone off my mind....and that really is starting to bother me...
what is this strange attraction, and why wont it go away?
i dont really understand it because honestly i do not ever remember liking someone
when there wasnt a possibility of hooking up.
dont get me wrong we all have our crushes, but to actually like someone??...
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grrlhavoc:
Damn if only it were me smile....
wisp:
I second the wishing it was me notion... Perhaps tho' is the inaccessibility a significant portion of the desire ?

Monday May 19, 2003

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i have so many thoughts going through my mind right now...

first and foremost: sex. and thats due to music....crescent suns by shpongle.....yummy.

i went out tonite. i hardly ever go out. it was ...interesting to say the least.
i had a wonderful dinner beforehand. i dont know how i feel right now.
a little lonely, a little bit sad, sensual, adventuresome.

i sat tonite...
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60ftqueenie:
wow... I know that feeling.... all I can do is say keep trying... love yourself and regard yourself as the most special present you could ever give someone and the right person will find you....

kiss
holly:
hey! i saw your post in tattoos, i am from VA so i thought i'd give you some tips. the best artist in richmond is tim hoyer out of alive gallery he is amazing (alivegallery.com) a woman named amy tattoos there also she did my arm but have been hearing some horror stories about her lately. after that i think the next best place is absolute art on grace st. george archer is amazing. everyone at absolute has got it going on. do not go to the one that starts with an E on broad or something. anyhow good luck!
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