posh

my internet is finally back. i hate shaw oh so much. on monday they were to hook up the television and the internet. they claim to have done this. alas, there was no signal anywhere in the apartment. they maintained they did everything correct. having no internet is not only annoying, it is also destructive to my job. and getting paid. i lost out on money thanks to them. a service appointment was scheduled for thursday between 12 and 5. did they show up? of course not! only a competent company would do that. after waiting on hold for an hour, they explain it wasn't a guarenteed appointment. how lovely of them. thankfully, enough bitching resulted in an appointment early enough today. huzzah!

my apartment is the best ever. i love it so much. the windows in my living room face onto an alley. across the way are trash bins. lots of fun happens there. the homeless people around here are like racoons. the best part about the window is that there's no screen, and the ledge is very large so i can just sit out there. it will be nice in the summer. since there is a murphy best built in, i have turned the small bedroom into a studio space. it's nice. so now i have a space to shoot sets for all the girls in need.

i've also got my cats back again. i missed them more than my internet connection. though at the moment, kuda is filthy. they've found somewhere that is full of dust or dirt, but i haven't figured out where yet.

i had a photoshoot with syx earlier in the week. i am not too sure how it turned out. i couldn't get comfortable. i realize how difficult it is to shoot with someone you barely know, and that is a male. i find shooting nude with a female soooo much easier.

i joined a gym the other day. it should be interesting. and i should be fit in no time. this excites me. i am tired of feeling self conscious and overly girly. not to mention out of energy and such. getting active will do wonders i am sure.

i miss world of warcraft. it has been over a week. i imagine everyone is entirely far ahead of me now. which is sad. i will miss playing with them. ohh. scopitone was in my dream last night.. and mobprod. he gave me an autograph. and then there was a little gnome with pink pigtails that kissed d20. weird.

no journal entry would be complete without a couple photos, and so i leave you with two photos.

when times were good:



when times were bad, and withdrawl was setting in:



now i must get caught up on all the sets and journals ...