2010 is already off to an interesting start. On the 1st, I made a list of things I wanted to accomplish this year. Ideally, I'm going to cross off a solid bunch of them, and then add some more things. The year of personal growth! I'm on a entirely new path I've never before visited.. or should I say driven on?! Today I successfully acquired a learner's permit for a motorcycle as well as a car. Yes, that's right. I am almost 30 and have never had an actual license. The one of most importance is that of the motorcycle. A scooter will soon enter my life. I'm not sure what kind I want just yet however I do know what type of helmet! So going for the 60s vintage shorty + goggles look. Badass? Too nerdy?
I also applied for CA ID.. for the sole purpose of getting my 215 card. This is what San Francisco's done for me. And that's also on my 2010 list. Medicinal marijuana for the win. Does magical things for my anxiety and headaches. Looking forward to having a wide strain selection to choose from. Legally (if you don't think about the federal government at least).
Things went weird with that beautiful boy from NYE. The night was amazing, closing off our individually crappy years, and then he just started ignoring me. Eventually he IMd me to say that he'd explain everything the next day. But do I really want to hear it? I've had the worst luck with guys this past year. Just really shitty dudes that don't respect me at all, and only think/care about their own feelings, and quite frankly I'm over it. I deserve so much more than that, and it really sucks to have to question what's wrong with you and what's makes you so easy to just dispose of without warning. I'm troubled on how to handle situation since I do care for him, as a friend primarily, with a bit of extra. Blah. I'm a sad panda over it.
Moving on to happier things...
MY NEW JOB IS AWESOME!! Overwhelming given the amount of hats I currently wear at said job, but goodness, I'm going to be extra challenged and pick up many new skills. Not to mention, they've offered me the opportunity to do some design work!
Unrelated to everything. Does anyone else watch Greek? It's streaming on Hulu right now and I can't stop watching it. I'm in love with Cappie. Especially with his 3rd season hair. Meeeowww.
I also applied for CA ID.. for the sole purpose of getting my 215 card. This is what San Francisco's done for me. And that's also on my 2010 list. Medicinal marijuana for the win. Does magical things for my anxiety and headaches. Looking forward to having a wide strain selection to choose from. Legally (if you don't think about the federal government at least).
Things went weird with that beautiful boy from NYE. The night was amazing, closing off our individually crappy years, and then he just started ignoring me. Eventually he IMd me to say that he'd explain everything the next day. But do I really want to hear it? I've had the worst luck with guys this past year. Just really shitty dudes that don't respect me at all, and only think/care about their own feelings, and quite frankly I'm over it. I deserve so much more than that, and it really sucks to have to question what's wrong with you and what's makes you so easy to just dispose of without warning. I'm troubled on how to handle situation since I do care for him, as a friend primarily, with a bit of extra. Blah. I'm a sad panda over it.
Moving on to happier things...
MY NEW JOB IS AWESOME!! Overwhelming given the amount of hats I currently wear at said job, but goodness, I'm going to be extra challenged and pick up many new skills. Not to mention, they've offered me the opportunity to do some design work!
Unrelated to everything. Does anyone else watch Greek? It's streaming on Hulu right now and I can't stop watching it. I'm in love with Cappie. Especially with his 3rd season hair. Meeeowww.
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porphyria:
No sad panda! Boys are mean, and you do deserve better!
a_warm_place:
i love your short hair, you look like a mini eva evangelista