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Well kids..

my 3 months of waiting between set submissions is over!!!! Am I trying again? FUCK YES i am. After much dwelling over the last set.. London and I have decided that the other set was just way to glamorous.. and not really SG material.. it was shot beautifully.. it's just it was a little to glamorous.

Anyways.. so.. I'm biting on a few...
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shawn_:
Good luck with your next set. Can't wait to see it.
dovienya:
Haha, I guess that's pretty likely then! I had my helmet on, so she probably didnt notice me looking. Otherwise I'd ask you to say hi! tongue

I havent seen you in person, but yeah, the resemblance was pretty uncanny!
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this is OBVIOUSLY MORE than a CRUSH....

it's boarderline CREEPY.


I don't know how much people read my proflie or blogs or anything.. but I am obsessed with Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance. ... It is just ridiculous. I have dreams about he and I hanging out all the time.. sex dreams, hanging out dreams... dreams about us hugging and cuddling... and every time...
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candycox:
Thanks for your kind words... lately I've been feeling like a shell of myself. I don't even know what to do anymore. I've gotten myself into quite possibly the worst situation ever. I just had to get sexually involved with my neighbor - probably the stupidest move I could have made. I see him practically every day. Last night he ignored me and paid complete attention to the new girl neighbors that have moved in... he's so damn cruel. I hate feeling like this. Jealousy is such torture.

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jurasic:
I'll let him know but be patient...there's a line shocked
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FUCKING JESUS CHRIST! JESUS FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I came home from my week in montana to a flooded bathroom. My kitty litter box was full of water... the floor completely drenched with a half inch of water. My apartment is completely un-live-able right now... and i just got home and want to relax..

FUCK FUCK FUCK

and yes.. i cleaned up first and then...
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leothedriver:
hi, i found you through latinas, sucks ass about your bathroom flooding, hope its easy fixed..
and i also wanted to comment on your rejected set, they must be crazy to reject that, its flawless, you have the most perfect body,(number 18 is my fave), i was like.. god damn! SHE got rejected? and not to be mean but, i've seen some girls sets who should'nt of been accepted, get in. anyway i think you are beautiful, where are you from? bloodline i mean, i'm from uruguay south america..hollar back..
shimsham:
whoever rejected your set should be dragged into the streets, stoned, pissed on, and then shot. Cuz your hot as hell... and thats pretty hot. kiss
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Soo... what is with all the girls being archived lately? All my old favorites are all of a sudden up and gone... so are some of the girls that were only limbo girls... that I was soooooo waiting for. I don't understand. What is going on!!!!!!! Has the suicide girl apocolypse come? And now girls are dissapearing off the face of the planet?


just so...
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saffron:
i just stumbled across your rejected set and alls i can say is "wtf?" that set was gorgeous, and you are even moreso. they don't know what they're missin' kiss
roopie:
Congrats on graduations and have FUN in Montana sweetie xx
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Hi hi hi

well I got the dreaded e-mail today.. which was really sad. I think they could use some girls with color on their site... but I must respect their judgement since they are the ones I'm trying to impress.

Anyway.. I'm graduating on Friday (next friday) and so I have a lot of things on my plate right now...

don't worry about me....
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megz:
I know how it feels.....I have been rejected twice. I think you set is fab! you look great and the set is classy. You should be very proud smile Dont give up sweetheart kiss
twizzler:
No freakin way that set should have been rejected . I have seen sets on here that should have been rejected that did not and yours to get reject was a low blow . Any ways I think it Rocked . wink
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WELL you guys... I'm sooooooooooo trying to be patient. As I know there are a billion girls who have star studded dreams of being a suicide girl.

I shot my debut set with London about a month ago... and even got a zip file of the set, which we both think turned out beautifully. And she sent it in to whomever it gets sent to...
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jah:
hey, I don't know you, but according to your profile and your pics, you're a beautiful person who will live a beautiful life smile
bridgetwnpeddler:
how long ago was the set shot? Seems some girls wait a really long time and some come up in a short period... London is great photographer and you seem quite attractive in your own right...

I am sure the combo will ensure that your time will come. Patience is so difficult though eh? wink
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I have 3 weeks till graduation. Yes folks... September 16th is the date. I don't want to talk about it.

Here's what's getting me through the days:

Food: macaroni and cheese
TV: Family Guy
Boys: My own My Chemical Romance Look Alike (goddamn he's hot.)
Music: "Banquet" by Bloc Party
Beer: Pabst.. duh.
Color: Blue
Emotion: determined
Guilty Pleasure: SEX.. god dammit.
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plissken77:
when you graduate im kidnapping you to Los Angeles.
shawn_:
Those items are all you really need in life.
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miellem:
hello pretty!
1_dying_wish:
very cute pics - me likey!
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paint:
So i hope your feeling alot better. smile smile biggrin
portiaatecoals:
thanks.. i kinda am.
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This is my open apology.

I started off thinking that everyone in the world was against me. It put me into a depression that was unlike any other that I had experienced. I tried to commit suicide last week. I tried to take as many pills as possible, and then cut myself. It didn't turn out that way. A mix of the codine and the...
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padme:
You are better than you think others see you as.
hypoxian:
thanks for the friend request. I read your journal and have been there. You are right about many things. True strength and happiness comes from within. No one can give you these things. I wish you the best.