ok these words have been running through my head for the past few days and they kept getting louder and louder almost screaming in my subconciousness.
waiting to be let out into the darkness.
i awaken, sweating and, breathing heavily as if someone has parked the short bus on my chest.
confused and weary.
time is taking its toll now and i can feel the event nearing.
acceptance is the last key i have left on this dangly chain of chances we call life.
when will it end? Soon.
how will if happen? to be determined
it is yet another fact of this so called exsitence here.
who will miss you?
who will be missed?
are we really here at all?
are we just marking time?
are we limited to our own imagination?
or are we driven by unseen forces all around us?
shadows creep alongside me, shaking and quivering.
knowing not what their purpose will be once we are gone.
are they to end up in some darkened alley?
play witness to the evils of mankind?
slowly multiplying, gathering numbers and strength
until one day the shadows take over the light
and all we are left with is the blackened, tear stained world we have built around ourselves
forver to be reminded of what we had
finally knowing the difference between want and need
is pain the only true feeling in the universe?
what is love without the pain of knowing how it feels when the one you love is not near?
what is pleasure without the knowledge of those deep, blunt, twisting pains in your gut when you feel a loss?
have we all become materialistic?
yes
would we ever admit it?
no
how did this happen?
how will it end?
it will end when it is done and not a minute sooner.
and so i turn this last key i have left on this shiny, dangly chain of chances and accept that there are things you can control and others you cannot.
once before i used the prior key to unlock the room that housed this small padded cell which has no doors or windows until you can accept things for the way they really are.
this room is known as realization
this house is known as my mind
in the state of confusion
somewhere near the sun and getting closer
waiting to be let out into the darkness.
i awaken, sweating and, breathing heavily as if someone has parked the short bus on my chest.
confused and weary.
time is taking its toll now and i can feel the event nearing.
acceptance is the last key i have left on this dangly chain of chances we call life.
when will it end? Soon.
how will if happen? to be determined
it is yet another fact of this so called exsitence here.
who will miss you?
who will be missed?
are we really here at all?
are we just marking time?
are we limited to our own imagination?
or are we driven by unseen forces all around us?
shadows creep alongside me, shaking and quivering.
knowing not what their purpose will be once we are gone.
are they to end up in some darkened alley?
play witness to the evils of mankind?
slowly multiplying, gathering numbers and strength
until one day the shadows take over the light
and all we are left with is the blackened, tear stained world we have built around ourselves
forver to be reminded of what we had
finally knowing the difference between want and need
is pain the only true feeling in the universe?
what is love without the pain of knowing how it feels when the one you love is not near?
what is pleasure without the knowledge of those deep, blunt, twisting pains in your gut when you feel a loss?
have we all become materialistic?
yes
would we ever admit it?
no
how did this happen?
how will it end?
it will end when it is done and not a minute sooner.
and so i turn this last key i have left on this shiny, dangly chain of chances and accept that there are things you can control and others you cannot.
once before i used the prior key to unlock the room that housed this small padded cell which has no doors or windows until you can accept things for the way they really are.
this room is known as realization
this house is known as my mind
in the state of confusion
somewhere near the sun and getting closer
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Gotta brush up on all my shit now..LoL
So I'm gonna dip out of work early today. prolly round 7 or so.
Im thinking we hit up someplace for some grub tonight. then maybe finally stretch tha tounge.
If I get the job..labret is sooooo on for Friday night.
Holla...