poppystrike

For 27 years Ive been trying to believe and confide in
Different people Ive found.
Some of them got closer than others
Some wouldnt even bother and then you came around.
I didnt really know what to call you, you didnt know me at all

But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins
And I saw you.
But thats not an invitation
Thats all I get.
If this is communication
I disconnect.
Ive seen you, I know you
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect.

You always seem to know where to find me and Im still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
Ill never really learn how to love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky

Where I see you.
And thats not an invitation
Thats all I get.
If this is communication
I disconnect.
Ive seen you, I know you
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect.

Well this is an invitation
Its not a threat.
If you want communication
Thats what you get.
Im talking and talking
But I dont know
How to connect.
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation.
I need you, you want me
But I dont know
How to connect, so I disconnect.
I disconnect.

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