poppysprite

I just read masterofthego 's journal. it's quite tragic and sad to hear about anyone dying. we read about it on the news with the soldiers in Iraq, but everyday, here in our own country people are violently have their lives taken away. I hope this violence with be non-existent in the future.

I've been reading the Celestine Prophecy. Well, I just finished it today. I'm still somewhat skeptical that we could evolve to a high enough state of existence, like that of Jesus of Buddha. You know, so much has happened in the past millenium, I am sure that this millenium will show us tremendous and wonderful things.

I hope I can attain the state of euphoria, bliss, energy, and knowledge that mystics have experienced. Sometimes I think I have had a mystical experience, even if it was brief.

I do believe that the people of our generation may feel lost, but we are brilliant and powerful. We know so much more than our parents did when they were our age. Our knowledge and experiences are different from their's.

I'm not sure where I'm going and I know many people here feel the same way. We're looking for some kind of insight about our existence. Religion hasn't quite fulfilled that search for meaning, that void we get inside.

I know it's out there. If we can not just look introspectively, but find a new way of looking at people, of seeing the world.

I am saddened and unsure about what is taking place in Iraq right now. It's scary and horrible to think of the violence, the atrocities, the unjustice.

Maybe I'm too sensitive. Maybe it's not a bad thing. I'm an empathetic person. Lately, I've been really hard on myself. I'm looking for some way to increase my confidence, my energy. I want to have fun, leave the house, talk to people I've never met before, feel excited and alive again. I know what I want. I just don't know how to get there. I can't say how many times I've heard that from people.