tonight i realized how unfair life is..
long story short..someone who i really care about has been lying to me. for awhile. i wouldve forgiven him if he was honest. i mean i havent been the best either. i stood up for him when faced with these lies..given him everything. i let how i felt about him cloud my judgements..tonight i found out way too many things that i wish i didnt know. where to go from here i dont know. love is a very tough emotion..
after all this i go to drink and talk with my friend and i forget how small boston is..my ex bf whom i dated for 5 yrs is there with his new gf..who he cheats on randomly with me(because he tells me they arent together and i believe him). sweet right.
another boy is there who doesnt know what leave me alone means..
im surrounded by liars and cheaters..and im fooled by them all.
lets hope august is better
long story short..someone who i really care about has been lying to me. for awhile. i wouldve forgiven him if he was honest. i mean i havent been the best either. i stood up for him when faced with these lies..given him everything. i let how i felt about him cloud my judgements..tonight i found out way too many things that i wish i didnt know. where to go from here i dont know. love is a very tough emotion..
after all this i go to drink and talk with my friend and i forget how small boston is..my ex bf whom i dated for 5 yrs is there with his new gf..who he cheats on randomly with me(because he tells me they arent together and i believe him). sweet right.
another boy is there who doesnt know what leave me alone means..
im surrounded by liars and cheaters..and im fooled by them all.
lets hope august is better
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