i have decided...
i am going to stop drinking.
it costs money i don't want to spend.
i want to leave this filthy state soon.
as soon as possible.
i hate this place.
as far as guys go
also...
the one that really likes me
please realize that i am not interested
you are a very nice guy.
you are.
however i am not interested
i want someone else.
i know its stupid.
he's the one that got away.
he always will be.
i'm settling with friendship.
i don't even know really how that will work out.
anyway alcohol gets the best of me
i act stupid
forget people's names
call and text retarded shit.
i don't need to drink
to have fun.
i've proven this time and again.
so here
i'm cutting the chord.
i'm not drunk or hungover
i'm saying this because
i honestly want to stop drinking....
i am going to stop drinking.
it costs money i don't want to spend.
i want to leave this filthy state soon.
as soon as possible.
i hate this place.
as far as guys go
also...
the one that really likes me
please realize that i am not interested
you are a very nice guy.
you are.
however i am not interested
i want someone else.
i know its stupid.
he's the one that got away.
he always will be.
i'm settling with friendship.
i don't even know really how that will work out.
anyway alcohol gets the best of me
i act stupid
forget people's names
call and text retarded shit.
i don't need to drink
to have fun.
i've proven this time and again.
so here
i'm cutting the chord.
i'm not drunk or hungover
i'm saying this because
i honestly want to stop drinking....
agonistes_vental:
It's quite well you are taking the step to clearing your mind.I do hope you overcome it.I hope your doing fine also