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I don't blog much because I'm busy and dislike organization. Putting together a blog means paragraphs and structure and memory.

I am relatively certain I have early early onset Alzheimer's. I tell BetteJean this all the time. Either that or it's my medication messing with my memory. Or I have major ADD that is rather selective. I'm a great listener and I'm wonderful at remembering things that don't matter, like soap opera plots and how someone looked at me funny and all the bad things I did when I was too bipolar to do anything good. But I can't remember movies I see, or books I read... all I remember is how much I loved or hated them. That's not much for conversation.

I'm so so so so happy, for the most part. I have the most amazing friends, the most amazing husband, the most amazing job. And I even like myself most of the time. But the brain situation is scary and embarrassing.

Today we have an engagement shoot with a girl who is also a photographer, which is a little unnerving, but I know I'm talented. This is what I do best. Although the posing part is hard for me... I will get over that and become amazing.

This blog is boring. Bye