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It's been a while, i have nothing interesting to say really. But i have a new picture. That's something right?

Ah the holidays. That lovely time of year when you feel stressed out, depressed, and sometimes lonely, annoyed with family, overworked (at least in the reatail/food service industry), and just all around cranky. I would like to someday pinpoint exactly when this season of loving and giving became just another excuse for capitalism. Not that I disagree with capitalism, i just hate feeling broke and...
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19 minutes until i turn 22...I went out with a bunch of friends last night to party, and it was fun, but completly unfulfilling somehow. I wish i could place this empty sort of feeling i have, it's unfounded, but very real, and very upsetting. Sorry to be all emo and shit... Happy birthday to me. 15 minutes to go. ::sigh::

I want to be excited for my birthday...but 22 just isn't fun! Oh well. Feel free to buy me things from my wishlist though

it's been quite a while huh? not a whole lot is new to update on. My summer courses are almost done, hurray! and my boyfriend comes home in a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited i could pee! work is crappy, but that's not anything new per se. if anyone in boston knows any decent resturants or bars that are hiring let me know, i need a...
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I hate the summer. I hate the heat. I hate it with a hate that is so, cold,and pure it almost cools me off...almost. I don't know how people can possibly enjoy this weather. I wish it was November. November is so perfect, it seems so far away. Can you die from sweating too much? I think i might. I'd settle for October, can't we...
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Ok lovelies, it's been a while, and I hate to come back and do this but I have a deep confession to unload on you all. Ok, like most I'm sure the first thing you do when looking at members is to check out the profile (if not go check mine out, it is fab!! lol), and one of the key things in a profile,...
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all i have to say is BATMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just added some new pictures of my baby girl, she's so cute! She's been all cuddly the last few days, I think she knows I'm sad because my boyfriend is away. I'm keeping myself busy though. I'm going to Campus at Manray tomorrow, I like going out with my gay boys, they dance my ass off! Time to go rest up for the dance...
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mmmmmm... Hot nasty weather and depression combined!!!! it's yummy please send me your love. I need it.

My boy comes home tomorrow!!! I am doing a happy, but bitter-sweet dance...He gets home from Maine for a few days and then goes home to Peru, then to Spain. It's very difficult dating an international jet-setter. But i get to see him tomorrow, and our time together before he leaves again is all that matters. Hurrah!

You know those days where you just get so sick of people that you want to move to a small studio apartment with your cat and become a hermit and completely withdraw from society?? Yeah, me neither