i just dont know, i keep feeling like all that i want will never exist.
i feel that my life has no direction and nothing good will come of it.
all these feelings are leaving me depressed, sad, and full of anxiety.
and it has always been like this.
maybe i am just fucked up in the head, or maybe i am just finally realizing my reality.
but what ever it is i am afraid, im afraid that i am going to end up alone for the rest of my life, i am afraid that everyone i know and care about will leave me, i am afraid that when i am finished with school i will not become all that i want to become.
it just maybe that i am afraid of myself, and that i am holding myself back. which in reality is true, that is, if that is what i really am doing.
i dont know if others feel that way or if it is just me.
but as i like to say "shit happens, you just have to wipe it off and keep going"
peace and love
i feel that my life has no direction and nothing good will come of it.
all these feelings are leaving me depressed, sad, and full of anxiety.
and it has always been like this.
maybe i am just fucked up in the head, or maybe i am just finally realizing my reality.
but what ever it is i am afraid, im afraid that i am going to end up alone for the rest of my life, i am afraid that everyone i know and care about will leave me, i am afraid that when i am finished with school i will not become all that i want to become.
it just maybe that i am afraid of myself, and that i am holding myself back. which in reality is true, that is, if that is what i really am doing.
i dont know if others feel that way or if it is just me.
but as i like to say "shit happens, you just have to wipe it off and keep going"
peace and love
libby:
dont let anything get u down!!!! 