ponie

Nightmare with a happy ending
The first part of my dream didn;t have anything to do with the second half..it was something about truning stage coaches into to flat sections of boards to dance and play on..and how that was where the term "stage" for actors came from.

The second half was freaky. I told philip part of this but im going to try to rememeber as much detail as possible.

I'm going to attend nursing school and live in thier dorms, which are in the basement of an old hospital. As I'm going to move in I can see the hall way in kind of a haze teh way it was before they remolded it, dark and dank, kinda of green and very dingy. Then the hall changes to the remodled version which is all white, white tiled floors white walls. In my dorm room I can mostly just see the bed, and where the bathroom comes off the side. Again everything is pure white, sheets, blankets, everything. There's also a white dresser with glass doors where I place some of my things. The whole place feels very empty. I get into the shower (white tiled walls, floor, curtain- you get the drift). And as I'm taking teh shower for some reason I'm fusing with a long handled brush that I'm trying to hang on the shower rack. Then theres this hug black formless entity that apears out side my shower. I'm terrified. It's the horrifying evil thing and its talking to me, trying to convince me of something awful but I don't remember what. I'm wrapped in a white towel still standng in the shower. I'm kind of debating with this thing and we start playing some sort of game...drawing pictures in the air like halves of a yingyang or a paisely shape over and over one on top of the other making kind of a spiral. I'm fighting with it. I think its angry (its this evil black thing) I think it said soemthing but I dont remeber. Suddenly I'm coverd in blood, its everywhere even though I'm not hurt and I hold up the towel away from me and a nasty greenish black face shows up in the blood stained towel. Terrifying. Then things kind of change and I'm walking through the other rooms..all the rooms are teh same and all kind of connected. All I see are empty beds (all white) and I think I'm alone and then as I go through the rooms I start to see children in the beds, first just heads under teh covers, then I can see faces and they kind of start to get older I think. The last person I see is a blonde teenage boy with his shoulders uncovered, his eyes are open and I think he's warning me but I don;t think I actually talked to him.

I get back to my room and get into my giant white bed and the balck thing is back. Its huge and looming over teh bed and I'm tossing and turning and screaming fighting it. It's trying to convince me of something evil but I keep resisting it. It actually seems like its trying to rape my emotions..not just my mind (sorry for the wording its the best that fits). Its awful but I keep resisting. Then this large bright blue form is my room too but its a good form calming and it begins beating down the black thing. I stand by (we're near a door) and watch as the blue thing beats the black thing into a small yellow blob and then nothing. I think some tiny thing may have gone out the door. I'm so amazed and releived and I think I'm thanking the blue thing but I still haven't spoken.

Next I'm floating and I'm wearing red lingerie. the air is kind of red too. I floar to a door that Philip made ( i just know he made it ) and its a thin door with a cut of me sitting down, like a stencil. It's very beautiful and elegant. the door swings open, even though there is no frame and I'm in a room where philip is laying on a red bed. I settled down next to him and I'm filled with love. And he has strawberry jam.

and I woke up. Its strange to me that I still remember this so well, I dont normally remember my dreams very long but this was just so vivid.