ponette

Getting ready for the game, but - as I was driving home, I was listening to a song by a mainstream artist and I almost started to cry. Just zoned out looking at the blurry road ahead and lost in thought when I heard myself say "Something's gotta go right."

I'm so wrapped up in stupid things that don't matter that I nearly forget what makes me happy isn't any of this stuff. I've got to get away. It's a matter of survival at this point. I need time to remember who I am now that I know who I'm not.