BEWARE: RANTING.
I have returned!
I keep saying I'll update more often and then forgetting to do it. I'm rubbish. BUT I finally got round to doing it. YAY ME!
After a bit of thought (not a lot) I have decided to have another go at the whole SG thing, I started out on this site a while ago as a hopeful (and still am one :/) but gave up after a while because I wasn't happy with my sets and really just needed to find the motivation to do some more. Now I've found the motivation, I just need a photographer. I've asked people before for suggestions of who I could work with, but PLEASE suggest again, I need to find someone!
So that's business out of the way, now ME!![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
I've left university, I loved it when I started but it just turned out to not be for me. So I've quit. I'm still working in a bar for the moment but think I should try to find something full-time. Then maybe I'll decide what I actually want to do with my life! I just know uni isn't it.
In other news, I got dumped. So now I'm single, yet again. I'm sure it's not really a bad thing but it's been a while since he broke up with me and I'm still really sore about it. This is strange for me, I usually bounce back quickly and move on, I don't know why this one has knocked me so hard. I just really want to cheer up and be happy again. Is that too much to ask?
Life really sucks at the moment I guess. I'm hoping that trying to work on sets will give me something to look forward to and to be happy about. Right now I'm trying to find anything that will take my mind off things and get me smiling. Any suggestions would be wonderful.
Another thing I seem to have taken up as a way to take my mind off things is weed. I've smoked in the past quite a bit but stopped for a few months. The past couple of weeks I've been hitting it pretty hard. I think my body is beginning to hate me! Whoops.
After all that I think I need some photos. Nights out. Blue hair. The simple things in life that keep me going.
New friends. Pretty feather earrings.
![](https://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/183721_10150101790576386_692426385_6896504_3793475_n.jpg)
![](https://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/188559_10150101787511386_692426385_6896451_1569839_n.jpg)
Fun at work. Stupid faces.
![](https://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/167783_10150132060170791_573325790_8418751_740191_n.jpg)
![](https://a4.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/169019_491378791385_692426385_6607695_6197199_n.jpg)
And just for good measure. A picture of me. Poorly lit.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
I hope you're all doing well, better than me anyway!
Love xxx
I have returned!
I keep saying I'll update more often and then forgetting to do it. I'm rubbish. BUT I finally got round to doing it. YAY ME!
After a bit of thought (not a lot) I have decided to have another go at the whole SG thing, I started out on this site a while ago as a hopeful (and still am one :/) but gave up after a while because I wasn't happy with my sets and really just needed to find the motivation to do some more. Now I've found the motivation, I just need a photographer. I've asked people before for suggestions of who I could work with, but PLEASE suggest again, I need to find someone!
So that's business out of the way, now ME!
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
I've left university, I loved it when I started but it just turned out to not be for me. So I've quit. I'm still working in a bar for the moment but think I should try to find something full-time. Then maybe I'll decide what I actually want to do with my life! I just know uni isn't it.
In other news, I got dumped. So now I'm single, yet again. I'm sure it's not really a bad thing but it's been a while since he broke up with me and I'm still really sore about it. This is strange for me, I usually bounce back quickly and move on, I don't know why this one has knocked me so hard. I just really want to cheer up and be happy again. Is that too much to ask?
Life really sucks at the moment I guess. I'm hoping that trying to work on sets will give me something to look forward to and to be happy about. Right now I'm trying to find anything that will take my mind off things and get me smiling. Any suggestions would be wonderful.
Another thing I seem to have taken up as a way to take my mind off things is weed. I've smoked in the past quite a bit but stopped for a few months. The past couple of weeks I've been hitting it pretty hard. I think my body is beginning to hate me! Whoops.
After all that I think I need some photos. Nights out. Blue hair. The simple things in life that keep me going.
New friends. Pretty feather earrings.
![](https://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/183721_10150101790576386_692426385_6896504_3793475_n.jpg)
![](https://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/188559_10150101787511386_692426385_6896451_1569839_n.jpg)
Fun at work. Stupid faces.
![](https://a2.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc6/167783_10150132060170791_573325790_8418751_740191_n.jpg)
![](https://a4.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/169019_491378791385_692426385_6607695_6197199_n.jpg)
And just for good measure. A picture of me. Poorly lit.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
I hope you're all doing well, better than me anyway!
Love xxx
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well if i make out on tue it would be good t see ya
xxxx