So, as I promised (and before going grey), some more pictures from last weekend...
Some pictures I took of myself when I cut my hair this week...
And these are from last night at my friend's 'Japa' (Denis, the japanese guy). We played movie title-miming games (our team won, woo!), and watched Alpha Dog...his camera is awesome...
I miss people. I still feel lonely as fuck.
I have also never missed my sister as much as I do now.
A year ago, I was coming home from the hospital after 2 surgeries in 4 days. I weighed 308 pounds at the time and wore a size 24-26....
A year later, I lost 123.5 pounds, and I'm down to 189 pounds and a size 14. It feels good to be able to see results. It wasn't easy.
I, however, felt better about myself before...well, maybe because I used to be in denial about who I really was and how I handled myself and my emotions. I have a lot of growing to do. Right now I'm just trying to figure out why I'm alone.
Thank you for everyone who has supported me during this last year....I'll always remember.
Lielock is such a sweetheart, and sent me a box with a few dresses....they are gorgeous, I promise to take pictures of them soon. Thank you so much, gorgeous....They've helped me cheer up and feel pretty =)
Hm....what else....I think I'm gonna attempt to go to the Seal concert. All tickets are sold out, but maybe I can find someone with an extra at the door. I just have to try and figure out how I'm gonna get back home.
My neck hurts. I need a massage reaaaaally bad.
I guess this is good for now....
Love yous,
Polly
yeah I know it is the right thing to do for my kitty...so yeah I am and little regrets but I have to do what is right
I am sorry you are missing your sister... I know what homesick is like.
PS- As always, you are looking simply gorgeous!