Thursday Feb 13, 2003

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a 12 day work week ahead.

i really put it upon myself. i'm a greedy money-hungry-selfish-workaholic. having a day off is torture. i hate feeling idle. i also hate the feeling of being alone all the time, so i emerse myself into 12 hour work days, come home exhausted, and turn off my phone.

it's dark outside now. i got off work at 1am last night, and am awake again at 6am for another go. i have no time to shower, watch tv, cook my meals, or even call up my lover.

it's going to be a long week.

frown
bkwill:
I went two weeks in the NAvY out to sea without seeing the sun. It was crazy. I couldn't believe it. I use to think that if I wasn't out that I was missing something and that the world would pass me by. Then I realized that by always being out I wasn't doing nothing only taking and consuming and not creating and giving back. Now I handle my business, show when I have to or want too, and still get shit done on both sides of the fence. The whole point of all this is represents two side of the same coin.

On the one hand you have to stop and smell the roses.

On the other hand don't believe the florist when tells you that the roses are free.

Can't wait to SEE you, I liked our little chat, still thinking about it.

Peace.
caddok:
What's wrong with Tracy??? *L*
Its about 0 degrees here and I'm not suffering from the cold like I thought I would be.

I'll be back to work on Thursday. See you then. smile
-c

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