pokes

Yesterday i was practically balling my eyes out over how i'd fucked up my term at school. Today, i bit the bullet, stopped feeling sorry for myself and wrote a term paper in just over 3 hours. Well, more accurately I went to the spa today, instead of school, steamed out all my tension and came to terms with my procrastination. Resolved never to smoke pot again and although i've said it before, i've never truly meant it. Still have a huge hole to pull myself out of. Will be at the library all day tomorrow and will be frantically putting together a 10 min oral presentation for thursday for my anthropology of religion course. I will be presenting last, and i suspect I will have an incredible amount of trouble on my hands tomorrow when it comes time to prepare my presentation. But at least I got a term paper out of the way. I'm impressed that as hazy as my mind is right now from all the marijuana, i was still able to write a 2.5k words 1st copy/final copy in just over 3 hours. So, as sedated as i am, i'm writing at 800 words/hour which isn't all that bad considering. Wish there was some way to half-ass this presentation, but alas. Toughing it out, without the dope in my life, should be that much easier. Can still finish with an A average provided I get a B on my presentation. Here's to hoping things go as planned. Wishing you all the best. Much love.