poisinivy

(Rambling about randon thoughts)

I love to open my windows in the morning...and listen to the birds outside...I like the way the sunlight shines in the apartment...I often enjoy my time by myself...just thinking about my life and new things...growing up was a bit chaotic...now that Im older and on my own...I enjoy just being out...going for long drives...no money...nothing fancy..but just to be out and in it...I like to sit in public and watch other people...thinking, "I wonder what there going through?"...or..."What are they thinking at this very moment?"...I love to watch movies about lovers in love and other runs away lover is crying cause the other wont stay...lol...I didnt have time to think when I was younger, because I never really stopped to think...my bicycle was my freedom when I was a little girl..I would just hop on that sucker and ride as far down the block as I could...and I loved the way the wind blew through my long brown hair...and I felt free...when I was a teenager I thought I knew everything..but the reality of it was didnt know much of anything when it came to life, people and so on...I learn new things every day...I try to reflect on my attitude towards others...I am proud of some things that I have done...I am not proud of somethings that I have done...Im not perfect...nor have I ever claimed to be...but I love who I am...and the trials whether good or bad have made me who I am today... ~PoisinIvy