pointman11

Maybe it's the holiday, maybe it's the communication with a new friend over their loss, maybe it's loneliness, maybe its lack of sleep, maybe it's all that and more. I want a baby. I want a child. I want a bond and love that can never be broken. I love kids. My biggest regret in life was that I never gave my grandmother grandchildren before she passed. My step sister? She has 4 of her own and 4 adopted. My half sister? Has a daughter. I feel very empty. I feel like when I die, there will be no one to remember me or pass anything along to. I want something precious and innocent and wonderful that makes waking exciting. I wish I had a baby. Son or daughter it wouldn' matter.