i thought i exploded my heart the other day at the party. my chest has been hurting like a motherfucker ever since then. i went to the doctor this morning when i got up, and all the nurses were freaking out. my heart rate was through the roof. they asked me if i was nervous, to which i replied, fuck yes. im a heavy smoker and drinker and im having clenching pains in my heart area, fuck yeah im nervous. but alas, they took x-rays and everything was a-ok in there. pulled a muscle in my chest, im guessin when i fell of joshs car like a slug. shit hurts so bad, he said it could take weeks to heal because i can really stop using the muscles in my chest, id have to stop breathing. the only thing i can do is use a heat pad, IB, and rest. fuck.
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