Tuesday Aug 26, 2003

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Today's a nice day! now I'm happy again, it feels like I've been sleeping for the past 2 weeks!

It's funny how you get depresed then when you cheer up and look back no it, you don't understand how it got that bad...
tigress:
yeah, very good point.

thanx for the nice talk today. it always helps kiss

Monday Aug 25, 2003

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damn! I just made my entry and it all was lost! this happens too often. mad

Today, I feel a little more positive... ooo aaa

Funny story... I must have a big cock coz I went to stretch my Apadrayva this weekend and my piercer didn't have a barbell long enough! we called all over the place and no one did. so he had to go shopping to...
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tigress:
wow! that is funny! tongue hmmm... i say wait on the frenum piercing wink

yeah, you def need to oogle! these girlies are HOT!!!!!

happy bday!!!! kiss

Sunday Aug 24, 2003

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Life is a burden. I feel the boulder on my back weighing me down and I dont know whether I want to go on or not. To keep walking is to seek an additional load that I can no longer carry.

I could end it.

Its so easy, yet so hard, to take your life in your own hands
To slit your wrists and watch...
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tigress:
frown frown frown

today was a busy day for me....all day I've been doing things I have to do like cleaning and laundry etc....

I hope you feel better soon. kiss

Friday Aug 22, 2003

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I guess sometimes, some things area better left unsaid. Comp froze and everything I wrotein my first entry was lost. but it really just illustrates how my life is going these days... I'm losing it. Slowly. it's all going away.

I've been depressed for about 2 weeks now, so I guess I'm breaking my own record. But I'll be better. I hope.

The phoenix in...
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