Wednesday Oct 01, 2003

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Holy shit! I'm was giving my landlady her 30-day notice, and she told me to just leave now. Gotta pack, I guess I'll have moved out before the weekend...
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problmatic59576:
agreed. time to kick the landlady's ass!
bess:
just checking in to see how the move is going. hope things are working out. i lit a candle for ya. smile

Sunday Sep 28, 2003

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Random thoughs, as I sat before this journal. I dont even think they make sense

In a corner, a lonely child cries
Innocence is lost, as for the first time
Grief penetrates a sheltered life
But no one cares to enough to reach out.
Indifference.

Twilight settles on the land
As few notice the change
Sheep going to the slaughter, happily
For ignorance feeds the...
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tigress:
frownfrownfrown
it wasn't bad..just terribly sad...
ewww...did I just rhyme? tongue

Saturday Sep 27, 2003

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12 minutes left in what I shall now refer to as the day from hell... Can I go slit my wrists now? OK, the day might be over, but the night is young. I shall now go and drink myself into oblivion while I wait for my next blow to strike as I pretend I don't exist... Oooh fun

Saturday Sep 27, 2003

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Today, I feel I have to leave this house, or I'll harm someone...
mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
The beginning of what I'm sure will be a skull wonderful skull weekend


**edit**

OK, so I was royally furious. Still though, I have to do something. I'm just dispointed coz now I've decided on what I must do, I'll still have to do something I don't want to do before I can be...
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Thursday Sep 25, 2003

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Man! on a mad quest for food, I srounged up some raw materials to cook some rice...

And with the great luck I have, I'm staying up waiting for it to be ready, adn I used too much water! puke Maybe I should just tell myself it's a soup :p

weird, I'm usually not a bad cook... eeek I must be tired
tigress:
welcome to the world of bad food! I'm the expert! tongue
bess:
add chicken and lemon. yum! biggrin

Thursday Sep 25, 2003

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The essence of being screwed...

I get to work last night and my boss (who hates me soo much he gave me the shittiest days off) also tell me my job evaluation, which shouldn't have been until April, will be done next month. Damn, he going to cut me up.. skull

In other news, the check I put in the bank that took 4 business days...
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neurosex:
I am sooooo glad I don't have to deal with fucking job evaluations. Overdraft fees? I feel ya.
scarsdaleloriat:
Hell, if broke is something you're accustomed to (I know I am now), then you've got one up on the System.

IN YOUR SKIN
Tattoo & Body Piercing Studio

Mon-Sun: 12-9 pm
896 South Lake Blvd.
Mahopac, NY 10541

It's off of 6N-East. You can't miss it, you'll be going around the lake. Go in there and get Debra, the owner, to do it. And mention that you know me (Just say Dan, the guy with the long blonde hair), maybe she'll give you a discount. But she's already giving great prices. New shop.

Wednesday Sep 24, 2003

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Im just having the best time these days

First I deposit and check into my account, and its true!!!! It takes 4 business days for you to actually have the money in your account. So lucky me, bills are getting taken out of my account, and though it shows I have the money, its just not in my account yet. So Im racking up $25...
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bess:
don't you hate that system?? here, you have the cash, but you don't, but you do, you just don't, but you will if you wait, but right now it says you do but you really don't... ugh!

but, yes! rob zombie has a new cd out with a bonus dvd! get it! it's on sale at FYE! *drools*



Monday Sep 22, 2003

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I guess I should learn and remember. When you flyhigh, you're bound to evetually crash. I have crashed frown

I'd been so happy the past few days, and now, it's all gone like a puff o' smoke. Wow, it's funny how things change...
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scarsdaleloriat:
Life is a rollercoaster. Remember to keep your hands in the cart. wink

By the by, since yer in the busniess, if you have ANY ideas whatsoever of magizines that pay decently for freelance articles, then please be kind enough to give me an idea, hmm?
dangerobby:
Pull up, pull up! Keep flying!

I hope you don't mean you crashed your new car. I'm lookin' out for you! Kinda like a guardian angel, but with very limited powers.

Sunday Sep 21, 2003

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An oldie but goodie, dedicated....

It's like a reminder to me. I wrote it a while ago, and I was looking through old poems and saw it and it so perfectly described the her and now, I had to revive it. for old times' sake, and in honor of new times...


Sometimes,
You dont know what youre missing
Until you find,
What youve been searching...
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shubniggurath:
i love reading other peoples poems...b/c i can only write the way i know how...its cool to see how other people learned.......cheers indeed smile
bess:
here, here! *raises glass* smile

Saturday Sep 20, 2003

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It's funny how sometimes, what you're looking for comes in a way you just don't expect. surreal Last night, I decided to go out in search of fun, but I got lost and drove around for hours blackeyed Finally, I just went back home. Now you would think that would have fucked up my night. But actually, I ended up having a better time that if I'd...
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er:
arghhh
we were there past 1 (although not much past 1) and it turns out freyja didn't check her email today. she said she usually does application stuff on mondays. you can wait one more day, right? hope it didn't screw up your night--

dangerobby:
Awesome, you got you a car. Let the pointless driving for the sake of it begin. Wait, it already has. Good work!

I never got round to ranting. I guess the sleep that prevented it cured it.

Friday Sep 19, 2003

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OK so it was a day late, but I'm driving again!!!! ooo aaa It made me realize something. not having a car all summer, I felt a big loss of control over my life. It's like I always had to depend on something to get anything done frown and it's funny how you're unhappy and it lasts so long, so don't even realize it anymore. Now, I feel...
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er:
all i can do is swim. i can't ride a bike, i can't run, i hate walking, but i loooooooooove swimming. just got back from the pool, actually. did some sprinting today! feels good to be out of breath...have a nice fri evening mr p
scarsdaleloriat:
Oh, the hurricane was crap. And to think I was all worked up, ready to go hit up City Island and catch the head of the storm. Not like I could've done it anyway with this bullshit article and interview, but hey!

Thanks for the comments, by the by. We should do lunch sometime...When I'm not doing an article...And when I'm not buying drinks.

Good news on the car, though. Gotta love the driving.

Wednesday Sep 17, 2003

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Looks like I'll be getting my car today! ooo aaa at last, it's been so long, I feel like I won't beleive till I'm actually diriving... surreal

At least, I'm getting in time to drive around in the hurricane. Oops, I meant topical storm tomorrow tongue

a little sad, my sis thinks I forgot her b'day coz I didn't call her till after 5. so she was bummed and...
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er:
i know better than you about how hard it is to stay in shape, i bet. your weight is "just right"! mine is, well, not. but i'm making progress, and i'm starting to like my body again for the first time in many years. so i'm on a good track. up at 530 tomorrow morning to swim!

whee!
tigress:
awwww...that sucks! she reminds me of my sis...

man, I was sick all damn day yesterday!!!!!!! frown
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