poeticdesires

quick update: i know it's been quite a bit since i last updated.
- my show at olney ends this coming sunday. so, thankfully, i can go back to making money from theatre (instead of being its slave).
- i'm moving back to baltimore and will be out of my place by the end of this month. alex doesn't know where i'm gonna live. and, if he calls my cell, i'm hanging up every time.
- i loaned money from my dad to afford breaking my lease. it's costing me my security deposit plus one month's rent to buy me out of lease. bye bye $1100.
- i'm ok. emotionally i'm still a little fried. everyday i think about him, probably all day. i haven't sobbed in a long time, or what feels like a long time. and i rarely cry anymore. my eyes will get watery, but i blink back the tears and move on. that's all you can do really. move on. my friends and family have been great, acting as a mirror and showing me the truth that sometimes i don't want to hear. (i even call my mom everyday so that she knows everything is alright.)


to brighter days and bigger smiles to come
<3
~poetic