Wow, it has been a while since I posted a blog...
Life has been crazy, my girl is pregnant, ( this might sound kinda Manish...) she is lazy, yeah I know I picked her, but I didn't think things would go this far. I thought it would be just a fling, that's all she wanted and that's all I wanted. With everything going on and what has been happening with me lately, this don't what I was looking for. Just a cool ass friend with benifits, lol. Now she pregnant, I'm not happy, not because of the pregnancy, but just the fact that I don't want a relationship right now. She wants me to tell her if I'm not happy, but I don't want to hurt her. I'm still trying to finish and end all the bullshit my ex left me with...
I read Pesky's blog and saw a part about bad sex which left me dazed about the relations I've had where the sex was horrible. IS BAD SEX A DEAL BREAKER IN A RELATIONSHIP???? I mean, you have this potential mate and everything about them is everything you want in a potential, but the sex is bad, I mean not just bad, its horrible, what do you do???? Help me out SG fam, cause this is some real shit. It has nothing to do with the chick I'm with now, her sex is good, but her mind is waaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy too young for me. Will sex end a RELATIONSHIP for you???
I am at that point in my life that I think I might be getting ready to have that mid- life crisis, lol. I'm about to be 30 in Apr and I am basically rebuilding my whole life, I even went and got approved for a 2010 Harley Davidson Fatboy, its a sexy bike. I didn't get it, but I sure was thinking about it. It rains too fucking much in WA though for a fucking motorcycle. I need to find more things to do in this fucking state, lol. I need some curl my toes backward, decorate my back with your nails, make me suck my thumb and cook you breakfast in the middle of the night type sex! I need a woman who knows what they are doing and dont need coaching, lol....
My marvelous meatloaf, would've had an after picture, but the poor loaf barely made it out the oven before being raped by hungry savages, lol.
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So here I sit in a department store chair watching toy story 3 while the homie buys a tv. I am now 108 days sober, getting ready for Turkey Day, cooking for a few sober friends and 1 drunk. Well, talk to everyone later, get at me... SMOOCHES!!!!
Life has been crazy, my girl is pregnant, ( this might sound kinda Manish...) she is lazy, yeah I know I picked her, but I didn't think things would go this far. I thought it would be just a fling, that's all she wanted and that's all I wanted. With everything going on and what has been happening with me lately, this don't what I was looking for. Just a cool ass friend with benifits, lol. Now she pregnant, I'm not happy, not because of the pregnancy, but just the fact that I don't want a relationship right now. She wants me to tell her if I'm not happy, but I don't want to hurt her. I'm still trying to finish and end all the bullshit my ex left me with...
I read Pesky's blog and saw a part about bad sex which left me dazed about the relations I've had where the sex was horrible. IS BAD SEX A DEAL BREAKER IN A RELATIONSHIP???? I mean, you have this potential mate and everything about them is everything you want in a potential, but the sex is bad, I mean not just bad, its horrible, what do you do???? Help me out SG fam, cause this is some real shit. It has nothing to do with the chick I'm with now, her sex is good, but her mind is waaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy too young for me. Will sex end a RELATIONSHIP for you???
I am at that point in my life that I think I might be getting ready to have that mid- life crisis, lol. I'm about to be 30 in Apr and I am basically rebuilding my whole life, I even went and got approved for a 2010 Harley Davidson Fatboy, its a sexy bike. I didn't get it, but I sure was thinking about it. It rains too fucking much in WA though for a fucking motorcycle. I need to find more things to do in this fucking state, lol. I need some curl my toes backward, decorate my back with your nails, make me suck my thumb and cook you breakfast in the middle of the night type sex! I need a woman who knows what they are doing and dont need coaching, lol....
My marvelous meatloaf, would've had an after picture, but the poor loaf barely made it out the oven before being raped by hungry savages, lol.
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So here I sit in a department store chair watching toy story 3 while the homie buys a tv. I am now 108 days sober, getting ready for Turkey Day, cooking for a few sober friends and 1 drunk. Well, talk to everyone later, get at me... SMOOCHES!!!!
but meh. and yes, I'm so stoked for the josephine portrait. it's just funny since the artist is white and she didn't know who she was so I had to explain life. haha, oh well. it's being tattooed on me right? who cares what others don't know/think.
is SB really a thing? I thought it was more of a joke than anything but the event is called Gay 4 Pay. It's like our Dirty Wasted Friday, where girls get trashed and do hot shit like body shots off each other and dance in their underwear but with guys. this is going to be the first one and it's going to be hilarious. but sucky since now the tables are turned and boys get free drinks for stripping instead of girls.
x0!