So the day ends...
The thoughts going through my head have me confused. I wonder about everything that has happened within the last month and hope that things get better. Life is a gamble and love is a game of Russian Roulette, should I sit at the table or pass up the risk. I sat down and took my chances, got lucky and got up with my life, lost everything else, but got up still breathing. Now, its time to do me, prep for deployment and hope that we all come home in tall, proud stride and not draped lined boxes. Spent my weekend chilling with my sissy and friends. Now its time to get ready for work in the morning. Did a lot of thinking, drinking, and writing this weekend, more updates to come, been a while since I been on here, have to do a lot of catching up. A lot has happened, oh lord a lot has happened. Oh shit I'm thinking about it again, time to drink more.
The thoughts going through my head have me confused. I wonder about everything that has happened within the last month and hope that things get better. Life is a gamble and love is a game of Russian Roulette, should I sit at the table or pass up the risk. I sat down and took my chances, got lucky and got up with my life, lost everything else, but got up still breathing. Now, its time to do me, prep for deployment and hope that we all come home in tall, proud stride and not draped lined boxes. Spent my weekend chilling with my sissy and friends. Now its time to get ready for work in the morning. Did a lot of thinking, drinking, and writing this weekend, more updates to come, been a while since I been on here, have to do a lot of catching up. A lot has happened, oh lord a lot has happened. Oh shit I'm thinking about it again, time to drink more.
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