things have gotten busy for me again which is nice. i've spent most of this year doing little to nothing at all which is self degrading and unsatisfying. i'm basically going to be working a ton the next two months to catch up on the creditcard and a little backrent. pressures on but i like it.
i missed warped tour today and that made me sad cuz it's awesome music and i knew so many people going. but it was for a job interview at an amazing hotel so i guess those are the choices we make. hopefully they will call me back.
and i've been climbing ladders through time
i've got tunnel vision
but i'm doing fine
and i've been
watching stars coming off of the wall
and maybe if i'm lucky i can catch them
before you fall
you are not alone
today was a good day.
i missed warped tour today and that made me sad cuz it's awesome music and i knew so many people going. but it was for a job interview at an amazing hotel so i guess those are the choices we make. hopefully they will call me back.
and i've been climbing ladders through time
i've got tunnel vision
but i'm doing fine
and i've been
watching stars coming off of the wall
and maybe if i'm lucky i can catch them
before you fall
you are not alone
today was a good day.
gumbercules81:
Thanks, dude. I just had a nice talk with some friends about it, and while it doesn't make it any better, it's still healthy to talk about it. It's the kind of thing where I don't know how I should feel about it. I feel like I shouldn't be mourning myself to death over it, and I'm not, but then I feel that I should have some sort of sorrow, and I beat myself up for not feeling that way. My friend Jim said that things like this generally don't hit him for a week. We'll see. Thanks for your thoughts. I do appreciate them.