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I quit my job! So I went out and bought a loaf of bread and a jar of peanut butter. Cuz I got noooo money.

So once again, I'm young and free and on top of the world. I can move to cali, boston, florida or madrid.

Suggestions?
coliwali:
Well, crap. Why wouldn't you do Madrid?
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So those points just sitting there are annoying me because they're useless. Not that I had that many...maybe it's because it's a testament to my underachieving? ha.

I have been remembering how awesome it is to have a night job during the hot months of the year. While everyone else is stuck in an office you're napping or playing in the sun. I gotta find...
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I had a dream last night about going back to school. I've got a short list of ideas for my return...

- Doesn't matter where I am, the student union, class, the dining hall; always be holding a red cup in my hand. Always.

- Drink bottles of Red Wine in the student unions. Apparently nobody realizes it's not a dry campus.

- Go to...
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I'm really enjoying having days off from time to time. It's seriously a treat. I have to learn how to spend freetime wisely again. Sweeeet.

Like last night for example. I met up with some co-workers for a drink. But I guess they were all so happy to see me they all bought me a shot/shooter/drink at once. I swear by the time I got...
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gumbercules81:
Suggestions for music:

Wolf Parade - "Apologies To the Queen Mary"
Clap Your Hands, Say Yeah - "Clap Your Hands, Say Yeah"
Sleater-Kinney - "The Woods"
Stars - "Set Yourself On Fire"
Neutral Milk Hotel - "In the Aeroplane Over the Sea"

For an old classic, I just bought a used copy of the New York Dolls Twentieth Century Masters CD, and it rocks. "Raw Power" by Iggy and the Stooges will cure what ails you.
poet22:
"Take a fall morning, a half pint of whiskey, a flail, a girl in a leather skirt, and stir.

What you get will smash your face in, and then cuddle with you."
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It's been a while. Life is busy. I killed myself for two months working two jobs. But it felt good to pay off my credit card. I consider myself lucky. Beautiful apartment in a safe town, a job within walking distance, no real plight. It just feels fake. This town as a whole has no neccesity. It doesn't feel like home and I don't know...
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i've been working a LOT. well i have a bunch of debt so that's definitely a good thing. so i have no time to really do much of my own thing now. it's kind of sad. but the jobs aren't bad. one is at a law firm. the other is managing a restaurant and bar. so i can't complain. well....the 85 hour weeks are killing...
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just when you have the most to say is when your too busy to say anything at all....


There comes a time in every

pseudo friendship-romance

where you must draw the line between

inadequate friendship and failed relationship.


Sometimes it comes down to jealousy. Sometimes its suffication. Sometimes it's denial.

But it all leads to one make or break climax.

You have to confess how...
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things have gotten busy for me again which is nice. i've spent most of this year doing little to nothing at all which is self degrading and unsatisfying. i'm basically going to be working a ton the next two months to catch up on the creditcard and a little backrent. pressures on but i like it.

i missed warped tour today and that made me...
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gumbercules81:
Thanks, dude. I just had a nice talk with some friends about it, and while it doesn't make it any better, it's still healthy to talk about it. It's the kind of thing where I don't know how I should feel about it. I feel like I shouldn't be mourning myself to death over it, and I'm not, but then I feel that I should have some sort of sorrow, and I beat myself up for not feeling that way. My friend Jim said that things like this generally don't hit him for a week. We'll see. Thanks for your thoughts. I do appreciate them.
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life just becomes a blur sometimes...how do you make it stop?

i had a dream last night that a girl i had a crush on had an SG Cookbook in her kitchen. random.


caffine just doesn't work for me anymore, at least not the way it does for most people. so i have to quit again for my own good. it just leaves me with...
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gumbercules81:
Last Sunday I made the stupid choice of drinking an entire pot of tea before I went to bed. I was finally tired enough to take a nap around 7am Monday morning, and I slept for maybe two hours.
verdegris:
i certainly understand about life being a blur. never seems to be enough time for everything that needs to dealt with. the upside to insomnia maybe - a few extra hours of vacation at the end of the day.

thank you for the comment (almost a month ago now) and im glad you found it interesting. The Prize is really a good history of the industry and helps sort out issues which are so often oversimplified.

take care
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Thanks for any thoughts and prayers for my roommate. He's still with his family leaving me to occupy this apparment by myself. I decided I need to get out more so I jumped at the invitation to go to the Nationals game last night. RFK looks great from a half mile away. I mean it's a really good looking arena. I'll give it a quater...
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I played golf today for the first time of the spring. I've literally played 3 times in my life now. I hope to play with my brother while he's around in the next month. I don't get to see him often enough. I'm not really huge into golf but it is relaxing, and it is an excellent networking/social game. Thousands of business deals are sealed...
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coliwali:
I'm not really huge into golf but it is relaxing, and it is an excellent networking/social game.
I think if you took a random sample of people at a golf course, like 3/4ths of em would say that.

Where do you work?
dogslife:
A couple of things about your application don't bode well for your chances of admission, the most obvious being that the application review committee can't very well review your application anonymously when it's posted in my journal.
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Another beautiful day outside. I'll miss having a porch when my lease is up in July. The relaxed times drinking, writing on my laptop, reading, napping, watching movies, conversations with my friends and roommates, or just sitting together watching the world go by... porches are a world of their own. I now realize their nostaligic value.


still torn where to be...


I have to get...
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barny:
but all those things happen without porches! in gardens :p

hope your doing okay! kiss mind if i friend add ya?
barny:
something mundane and honest.
i like sleeping 10 hours a night, and i like a healthy mix of sleeping with someone and enjoying sleep on your own.

or something wild and intriguing
life realyl excites me sometimes. i love being happy, when im happy its amazing. Then sometimes im not, and turn into a terrible pessimist.

neither of those are very great...but i dont know what to tell you!
kiss
what about yourself then... tell me something