poemelyric

There's no better feeling than being doped up... I don't know what they gave me for my back but it's heavenly...

"I drank the rivers and the seas.
I burned the mountains and the trees.
I went too far.
I ran too long.
Stole the gold from angels song.
Washed my star in gasoline.
Threw it in a sewer drain.
Lied about the only thing that I have ever loved.

I broke the hearts of little girls.
I solved the problems of the world.
I mixed...
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"Fuck forever if you don't mind...."

I'm bored so I'll share a little excerpt from my book:

I just need to feel something other than not feeling. That's what I feel like now. That I'm not really getting any enjoyment. That the meds make me not go crazy but that it dulls my senses in a way. The only thing I really feel strongly is anger. I mean, I get addicted...
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"I don't give a damn about a bad reputation.."

So, I discovered two things:I can only really write at home when I'm drunk and I like to cheat time at work by writing when I'm supposed to be doing my work. But when I write at work, I feel like I'm more self conscience because of the subject matter (ie:my drug use over the years, most of them being at the place of my...
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Man... I can't believe it's 5:30 and I'm already drunk... What a mass of amazement. I hate not getting what I want. It makes me pissy. At least I'm not out getting high though. Thank God for little mercies.

And the thing that's worse to me, other than being drunk in the afternoon is that I'm at a loss for words. Figureativley. That and the...
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"Sweet chiva, you are my Jesus..."

It's almost Friday... Woo Hoo!

Wishful thinking, I know...