podro88

So every day I think more and more about how much I still don't know. I feel like I'm doing the best I can with what I've got but I'm still not making any headway. I see everything around me changing, and everyone. but it feels like for me things are still the same. Like I cant stop fighting this age old pain from the damage that's been done. I still feel like the plague from the way girls seem to split when I tell them I have kids, and I cant figure out why. I know that I'm just ranting, and I should probably just shut up and grow a pair. It just seems like I only grow weary.