podro88

looking in- so tonight was a total turn around for me. i should have been celebrating, but it just didn't seem right. i talked to her for quite some time. and though our time was short i can't get her off my mind. i drank so much i shoulda been on the floor. but at the end of the night i still coulda drank more. that being said, i know something's wrong. i need to get a grip before its too far gone. I miss her so much. It always just felt good. i really want to take her back, but i don't know if i should.

this is just a vent. nothing more than the ravings of a drunk.