podro88

I've been lost for quote a long time, but I'm slowly on track for finding myself again. I've stepped out if the dating world for the time being, I need to know myself better before I even think about dating again. I'm just looking to meet new friends.

So every day I think more and more about how much I still don't know. I feel like I'm doing the best I can with what I've got but I'm still not making any headway. I see everything around me changing, and everyone. but it feels like for me things are still the same. Like I cant stop fighting this age old pain from the...
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just keep smiling......(sarcasm)

yay! it's friday and i'm off for the weekend.(excitement) so things with a special someone i was getting to know just came undone. apparently i'm "a very intelligent, kind-hearted guy and any woman would be lucky to have me".....and maybe it's true maybe it's not, dont really care. i'm just me. the thing that gets me is even if that is true,...
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So it would seem things are starting to go well, and I'm realizing just how bad of a cynic I have become. For once, a very attractive girl found me, it seems that we have a lot in common. She even spoils me with compliments. These things just feel so strange. I'm not trying to complain, I just feel skeptical about all of it because...
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So I've had a nice long relaxing weekend, and some things are looking up. While others seem like they are going to continue to drag on. It's back tomorrow for me, and I'm still not ready for my weekend to be over. I'm going to be optimistic, hopefully things go like I think they are going to.

sooooo ready to be off work for 3 days. since ive been here tonight, i've been stuck in the stomach with a piece of steel cable, hit in the face with a steel cable and i have a jackass thats working under me. oddly enough, my coworker and the other things that happened have nothing in common. is it friday yet?

Took my truck to the muffler shop and apparently the only way to fix the minor problem it has is to replace the whole exhaust. So that's gonna have to wait until i have the funding for it. Other than that Iive still just been going through the motions. Hoping it won't be too much longer until something exciting happens, particularly along the lines of...
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Yay! Erin's birthday party went off without a hitch today. Good turnout, and she loved her gifts. Now I'm ready to settle and chill for the night. My cousin and her brats go home tomorrow, and I can't wait. tired of having to correct her kids cause she won't.

So, yea i haven't been on in a while but things have settled down and it's time for an update. I finally got custody of my daughters from my ex wife. It's so nice to finally have that out of the way. Still single and not really looking but my eyes aren't shut either. Just getting by right now. I got a new project, I'm...
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