So life moves on. Cat is now in America for 3 weeks visiting friends and the sights. I'm very much jealous however I'm hoping it'll give us both space. Our marriage is still much in the balance if a little more secure than this time last year. However, from her point of view, things are still very much uncertain. It's making life hard for me and things are creeping towards too much.
Right now I can just about cope with it all but it's getting hard; everything is. Work is getting more frustrating but I'm hoping that soon I'll get to go on more courses to justify moving off 1st line but more specifically the phones! Money is still tight and it's tied in to work as well. No movement in regards to a raise and there's no hint that's changing and I'm annoyed. There are other people who work alongside us who are on more and had theirs increased last year (due to moving department or something) but we still stay the same. Pardon for the whining but it's unfair! Last year I took a massive hit in wage in moving jobs because the market was slow and I needed a job but with hindsight I probably should have continued contracting for a little while.
Apologies for the kinda whiney tone this post is taking, I need a vent and one where I know I can without judgement or without (or at least likelihood) of anyone I'm working with reading it. I just wish sometimes I could catch a break. The last couple years have been full of problems and disappointments and it's getting to me.
This post needs a happy ending I guess or at least something more cheerful so..
Bunnies!!
Right now I can just about cope with it all but it's getting hard; everything is. Work is getting more frustrating but I'm hoping that soon I'll get to go on more courses to justify moving off 1st line but more specifically the phones! Money is still tight and it's tied in to work as well. No movement in regards to a raise and there's no hint that's changing and I'm annoyed. There are other people who work alongside us who are on more and had theirs increased last year (due to moving department or something) but we still stay the same. Pardon for the whining but it's unfair! Last year I took a massive hit in wage in moving jobs because the market was slow and I needed a job but with hindsight I probably should have continued contracting for a little while.
Apologies for the kinda whiney tone this post is taking, I need a vent and one where I know I can without judgement or without (or at least likelihood) of anyone I'm working with reading it. I just wish sometimes I could catch a break. The last couple years have been full of problems and disappointments and it's getting to me.
This post needs a happy ending I guess or at least something more cheerful so..
Bunnies!!