I keep forgetting my camera or my laptop or the cord necessary to download pics, so I have to wait until I do remember all of those things to post pics of Seneca in her e-collar. She's kinda unhappy in it. I think she's getting a little more use to it as the days go on, but still. She has to have it on for another 2 weeks. Ick. I asked the vet again and Seneca had to have about 15 internal stiches that will dissolve in her paw and 9 on the outside that she'll have out in 2 weeks or so. Toughest part is keeping her paw clean and her off of it for that time.
Went bike riding on the cherry creek trail with eyeball yesterday. Alot of our conversation during the ride and drive back consisted of why I don't care about searching out sex. He was either trying to understand why I didn't or was trying to convince me that I should. That and how I need to put forth more testosterone or something. Reminds me of hanging out with Daniel and not getting most of his perverted jokes. That probably also has to do with me being slow though. Anyway, it bothered me b/c after that all I could think about, or most of what I could think about was sex and braids and butts, etc etc. But that was yesterday. I'm chill now. I don't know, I'm just much happier and I feel better off when I don't think about sex. I can concentrate on so many other things and focus on so many other interests. I guess this is all kinda weird given that I have my journal on a porn site. eh. kyra is hot. edmonton tied up the series with san jose. Kimmus use to say I souned like an actual guy when I talked about sports with other guys. So I guess there's that.
Went bike riding on the cherry creek trail with eyeball yesterday. Alot of our conversation during the ride and drive back consisted of why I don't care about searching out sex. He was either trying to understand why I didn't or was trying to convince me that I should. That and how I need to put forth more testosterone or something. Reminds me of hanging out with Daniel and not getting most of his perverted jokes. That probably also has to do with me being slow though. Anyway, it bothered me b/c after that all I could think about, or most of what I could think about was sex and braids and butts, etc etc. But that was yesterday. I'm chill now. I don't know, I'm just much happier and I feel better off when I don't think about sex. I can concentrate on so many other things and focus on so many other interests. I guess this is all kinda weird given that I have my journal on a porn site. eh. kyra is hot. edmonton tied up the series with san jose. Kimmus use to say I souned like an actual guy when I talked about sports with other guys. So I guess there's that.
I'm very much cut from the cloth of seeking-relationship-then-sex, and frankly not working at all on relationships of that type until my life is way more together... getting employed is part, but not all, of it. I don't want to rush into shit just to be on the make. I want to be in a place mentally where going out will be no pressure at all, or else it's just pointless.
I don't drive so any future games will be a huge challenge for me to get to, thanks for the thought though.