plueberrycherry

bah!!! ok so it wasnt disasterouse. he went from never wanting to see me again to still loving me again in the morning. but alas since then i have decided i deserve much more than half a man and we have decided to be friends. tho he says he still loves me and wants to be with me and i still love him but wont put up with lies broken promises and shareing a man. he wants to be fuck buddies but im not going to play that game if he wants sex its a relationship or nowt. im happier now i have made this decission and hopefully things will now get better. tho working with him is proving difficult because he is constantly in comunication with the wife and i just feel that hes rubbing my nose in the fact that he has her weather or not he actually wants her. he loves me and wants to be with me but wont for fear of upsetting her and his kids. but mostly her. its not nice.