ploptoken

yeah. so it happens that i find myself writing again. i'm not as shocked by my letting my thoughts out to the world. but, i am surpirsed that you reading them. one of these days, hopefully, i will learn why we are so intrigued in others. why i keep looking at these very lovely ladies. why it arrouses me such that they are undressing in...
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ya know... i realize that i'm in a self destructive mood. and i don't want to bring those around me, with me. but i hate it when they tell me i shouldn't be self destructive.

why not?

every day of your life is another day of destruction that you can not stop. the only thing i'm doing different is i'm trying to find ways to...
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i am ugly.
i am ugly.
i am ugly.
i am ugly. and the image in the mirror is the same. the same thing i saw yesterday. the same thing i see tomorrow.

i am ugly

the void. this state in the union called Louisiana. there is no escape. there is no sanctuary. i'm slowly dieing before i've had a chance to live. i'm slowly wasting away in a refuse of the south. i will break free.