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FUCK i h8 soberity. having to think. feel. miss the pain. this sucks. and you. you are just reading this. i don't know what's worse. when i want the pain to go away, or when i want it back. i keep drinking like it's helping me, but the tingle in my head it hurting.

the IMs don't stop. i have a thought and i get...
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so. i'm on a friend's lap top.

l33t

th!s !s h0\V/ u sp34k l33t


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typing this when you are drunk, isn't as easy as i thought. cell phone pics to follow. i <3 my @$$.

wow, i'm drunk.
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one of these days, i'll learn how to write.

one of these days, i'll figure out what i'm doing. too long have i sat here. looking at you. dreaming of you. my suffering is the taste of old pennies. falling quickly to the floor. i don't want to see it. or worry about it. i want to know that i have not suffered alone. why...
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w00t. i think boredom is great. it allows me to delve into my other fun stuff. like misspelling and watching the snow on TV with no hook ups.

for freadom of solitude is overwhelming.

pain is my enemy, but it's also a loving friend that is always trying to get me to drink.

anyone else going to New Orleans for Halloween. please tell me i'm...
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crap. i moved. why? i don't know. but drinking seems fun now and Richard Pryer is still a funny mutha fucker. night ya'll.
wuvmonki:
Happy Birthday!

loveooo aaa
vegan4life:
Happy Birthday! smile
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ok, so i finally decided to start sharing my body with people. i have to get some better pics that will fit on here or the soon to be award winners. oh well, damn size cap. and holy piss fucker Batman! it's raining, while i'm trying to move. this sucks ass.
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so today it began. the finalization for my leg. the throbbing it worth it. the swelling is minimal, but i love to stare at it. it's only an outline. unique and only mine. with black, blues, reds and greens. it's mine. only mine.

love love love love
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- A Binary Haiku

ok, i know it's really nerdy, but fuck, i find it funny
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skull skull skull

for some reason soberity has hit me like a two ton heavy thing. the only thing in my head is Maynard singing.... o' lord, please let me sleep.

I'm taking her home with me
all dressed in white
she's got everything i need
pharmacy keys
She's falling hard for me
i can see it in her eyes
she acts just like a nurse with all...
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WhosUrYeti: battered and bruised i fall to the floor like a disgarded rag doll.
WhosUrYeti: to be left behind for now. but one day, someone new will now the joy of my simplicity.
WhosUrYeti: until then, i wait paciently, watching the world, and gathering dust.
WhosUrYeti: i need to comb my hair or get a new dress. maybe someone will notice me then.
WhosUrYeti: but...
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