playwfire

It's time.
Time to move on with my life.
Time to leave this job I hate,
This town I hate,
This life I hate,
and find something I can truly enjoy.

Some might say it's impossible,
But I know there is something I'm meant to do,
Something I'm meant to love.

School again?
Business? Photography? Nursing?
I seriously could get my RN with my eyes closed, but is that actually what I want?
Business is where my heart has been for years, but can I put up with those classes I hate so much?
Photography... I'm extremely gifted and passionate about it, but that sounds like years of financial headaches.

Maybe School isn't what's important right now?
Maybe I just need a job to get me a fresh start?

I know I hate myself here, and I'll never get anything I want in life if I hate everything about it.

I need to figure out how to love who I am.
What are the changes I need to make to start down that path?
I need to commit to a healthier diet,
I need to commit to a more consistent workout schedule,
I need to find what I'm passionate about.

Oh silly Passion, why can't I find you.
It's probably because I'm not great at anything...
Just average.

My Whole Life - Summed up in 2 words.... Just Average.

Ugh. I know I'm rambling, but I really needed to get this out on paper.
Thanks for understanding.

I have a 730 Conference Call tomorrow... I should probably go to be so I can make it to work on time. I'm not sure why I'm so completely dedicated to this job.

Goodnight, I'm sure I'll continue tomorrow.