Friday night I hung out with the coolest chick ever. Confusing to say the least since there was also another girl in the mix... signals got crossed and mistakes were made on Saturday night.
Sunday I felt physically ill most of the day despite being in perfect health (well, the tylenol fixed the hangover any way). Lots more confusion, jealousy, rejection, dejection, the usual mix. She called me though apparently suffering from similar symptoms to see where things stood. Also to throw more gasoline on the fire, but I think that might have been cathartic.
Everyone has flaws. Everyone makes mistakes and (hopefully) learns from them. If I were to let all of the mistakes cloud my feelings, I'm afraid I'd just be dooming the one good thing that could possibly come from all this. And I think it would be very good, but I'm also a little afraid.
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Sunday I felt physically ill most of the day despite being in perfect health (well, the tylenol fixed the hangover any way). Lots more confusion, jealousy, rejection, dejection, the usual mix. She called me though apparently suffering from similar symptoms to see where things stood. Also to throw more gasoline on the fire, but I think that might have been cathartic.
Everyone has flaws. Everyone makes mistakes and (hopefully) learns from them. If I were to let all of the mistakes cloud my feelings, I'm afraid I'd just be dooming the one good thing that could possibly come from all this. And I think it would be very good, but I'm also a little afraid.
<3