That moment when you know you have a crush, its probably when you realize that when nothings on your mind, your mind is on that person.
I found myself in that at work the other day, had to snap back into reality from such a daze. Maybe its been enough time for me to heal from my last bad break up, that i am actually ready to try again. I feel more aligned as each day passes, i feel more connected. Yet there is more peace in my mind, less chaotic thinking, less negatives dragging on me. I feel as if all my worries have up and floated away, leaving a clean hearted man in a strange new world. I know one of my strains was not speaking my mind when i needed to, I know how to talk to strangers/people/anyone. I told a women she was beautiful, and i meant it. There was no desire for gain, or hope for something to come my way from it, i just had this feeling that this thought shouldn't be held back. An to my surprise, it caught her off guard and made her day. Maybe my feeling was picking up on her energy, or some other thing that made me feel the way i did. Maybe even what if the feeling wasn't mine at all, it was something else that instructed me to let go of straining what i say. That i needed to get out of my comfort zone and just do it, there is nothing to lose, in the end its just words. But words are so much deeper than plain text, there is always some kind of emotion attached to is. Everyone is different, so everyone will have a different experience reading this. These words i type to whoever is reading, will feel something different.
In other news, MY BIRTHDAY IS DEC 6TH, TOLK UP BITCHS. But Dec 7th is my birthday party, at an awesome Seattle club with VIP. An hopefully a Flash Friday lmao, and if all else fails i know i will probably end up naked.
No shave movember results:
I found myself in that at work the other day, had to snap back into reality from such a daze. Maybe its been enough time for me to heal from my last bad break up, that i am actually ready to try again. I feel more aligned as each day passes, i feel more connected. Yet there is more peace in my mind, less chaotic thinking, less negatives dragging on me. I feel as if all my worries have up and floated away, leaving a clean hearted man in a strange new world. I know one of my strains was not speaking my mind when i needed to, I know how to talk to strangers/people/anyone. I told a women she was beautiful, and i meant it. There was no desire for gain, or hope for something to come my way from it, i just had this feeling that this thought shouldn't be held back. An to my surprise, it caught her off guard and made her day. Maybe my feeling was picking up on her energy, or some other thing that made me feel the way i did. Maybe even what if the feeling wasn't mine at all, it was something else that instructed me to let go of straining what i say. That i needed to get out of my comfort zone and just do it, there is nothing to lose, in the end its just words. But words are so much deeper than plain text, there is always some kind of emotion attached to is. Everyone is different, so everyone will have a different experience reading this. These words i type to whoever is reading, will feel something different.
In other news, MY BIRTHDAY IS DEC 6TH, TOLK UP BITCHS. But Dec 7th is my birthday party, at an awesome Seattle club with VIP. An hopefully a Flash Friday lmao, and if all else fails i know i will probably end up naked.
No shave movember results:
How i look right now
Love,
Dat Crazy Kid Mike