I'm full of anxiety lately. Tomorrow is another beach day. Hopefully that will sort out the drama between me and David. Today I also heard the horrorpops for the first time, they weren't entertaining in the least bit. The music was semi decent but I hated the chick's voice. So apparently a look does make a band more interesting than their music sometimes.. I bought a new special edition Rasputina CD recently and I can't get secret message out of my head.. Satr lit sent me a package in the mail and i need to pick it up at the post office because it wont fit in my apartment mailbox. which stinks because I just recently moved to this town and I have no idea where the post office is. My life is so freakin' hectic and I just want to go stand in a silent place and scream at the top of my lungs. Which reminds me I saw the village the other day, by far the best movie of the three. I must go now and smoke a cigarette. My sunflowers are dying and this is making me sad.