pixilated101

Definitely not you.
I would hope you wouldn't be so airheaded.

How are your eyes feeling?

a) true
b) false
c) impossible to determine

i go with (c).

my personal experience has allowed me to find appreciation in things for which i have suffered little and to detest some of the things i've done the most suffering for. sometimes though, i do appreciate that for which i suffer. it happens more frequently when the suffering is of my choice. when i choose to suffer for a thing - then i usually care. but that doesn't always result in a greater appreciation of it. sometimes, it's just plain old suffering. am i even making any sense? (my suffering at the moment consists of mental nstability, irrationality and incoherence. i'm sorry if i've inflicted myself upon you.)