in two weeks from tommorrow, i'll be at bartending school.
i've been told its not the best way to get into bartending, but maybe it will cut out that middle bullshit of working in a restaurant.
also, think of the crazy party i'm going to throw for my 21st birthday!
i was thinking a prom theme. that would be fun. mostly i just want to...
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i've been told its not the best way to get into bartending, but maybe it will cut out that middle bullshit of working in a restaurant.
also, think of the crazy party i'm going to throw for my 21st birthday!
i was thinking a prom theme. that would be fun. mostly i just want to...
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so easy to be held captive by finances in a town that i hate.
so hard to find freedom within myself and the strength to perservere (sp?) despite everyone telling you what you should and should not do.
in other news, my aikido classes are making me feel great about myself, yet more depressed about the state of the world.
i've been having really vivid...
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so hard to find freedom within myself and the strength to perservere (sp?) despite everyone telling you what you should and should not do.
in other news, my aikido classes are making me feel great about myself, yet more depressed about the state of the world.
i've been having really vivid...
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the melancholy of this town invades my skin yet again.
customer service blows.
but my fiance is wonderful and i love him dearly. each day is a new dynamic to explore and winter is not so harsh when looking into his eyes.
the other day my friend said to me "let me remark on the beauty of a man talking to his child through your...
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customer service blows.
but my fiance is wonderful and i love him dearly. each day is a new dynamic to explore and winter is not so harsh when looking into his eyes.
the other day my friend said to me "let me remark on the beauty of a man talking to his child through your...
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yuriel:
heh yes they do blow. :x
-hugs-
but yall have each other and such
<3
wow...
amazing
-hugs-
but yall have each other and such
<3
wow...
amazing
boundcreature:
fiance?
what'd i miss?
what'd i miss?
last year, i did not make good decisions.
this year, it is catching up to me financially.
fucking blow.
this year, it is catching up to me financially.
fucking blow.
kimi:
that sucks. I send a hug
im fucking bored.
i hate michigan.
i hate being financially stuck here.
i hate that i seemingly have NO ability to write what-so-ever lately.
i hate that i havent been dancing in over a year. and its totally my loner/lazy ass fault.
i hate everything today. yeah bitch that means you.
i hate michigan.
i hate being financially stuck here.
i hate that i seemingly have NO ability to write what-so-ever lately.
i hate that i havent been dancing in over a year. and its totally my loner/lazy ass fault.
i hate everything today. yeah bitch that means you.
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vicedriver:
get a plan
then get out
that should work
right?
yeah
i'm still digging
think i see some light though
don't make me come to mi
and take you dancing
'cuz for starters
i don't dance that well
(not in the usual "social" sense anyway)
and two
that crack in my windshield
could totally go anytime
(i need to get that fixed)
eh
i have to go to toledo anyway
eventually
read any good books lately??
then get out
that should work
right?
yeah
i'm still digging
think i see some light though
don't make me come to mi
and take you dancing
'cuz for starters
i don't dance that well
(not in the usual "social" sense anyway)
and two
that crack in my windshield
could totally go anytime
(i need to get that fixed)
eh
i have to go to toledo anyway
eventually
read any good books lately??
furious1:
Easy- Killer 
fuckin-a. and fuckin-you.
im so much more badass than you are. i've got a fucking PSP. its sweet. you're jealous.
in more serious terms. randy and i got back together. breaking up with him made him do all the things i wanted him to do. mostly for himself. he quit smoking. started working out. he went out and found friends. he's more divulging in his...
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im so much more badass than you are. i've got a fucking PSP. its sweet. you're jealous.
in more serious terms. randy and i got back together. breaking up with him made him do all the things i wanted him to do. mostly for himself. he quit smoking. started working out. he went out and found friends. he's more divulging in his...
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funkmunky:
good job pussy-whipping your man into shape!
and having a PSP doesn't make you a badass.
it just makes you a dork with expensive toys.
--
and having a PSP doesn't make you a badass.
it just makes you a dork with expensive toys.
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yuriel:
yay
sweet. enjoy the psp
and congrats you two
sweet. enjoy the psp
and congrats you two
life is grand.
today i hit my face on a shelf. my cheek is blown up like some sort of fucking cartoon.
nasty stupid shelf.
today i hit my face on a shelf. my cheek is blown up like some sort of fucking cartoon.
nasty stupid shelf.
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xfinitex:
You seem pretty rad. We should probably be friends.
jimmypheenom:
Hey, it's been awhile...how are you (minus the cheek)?
Are you alive? I miss you.
Are you alive? I miss you.
there is a joy to my world today.
a new-found brightness ensues.
NOW: dont get me wrong. i am still bitter, i still hate alot of things but at this moment i can laugh annd feel good about it. i dont feel awkward or distant or depressed like i usually do.
when i smile at people this week, i mean it. this is a HUGE...
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a new-found brightness ensues.
NOW: dont get me wrong. i am still bitter, i still hate alot of things but at this moment i can laugh annd feel good about it. i dont feel awkward or distant or depressed like i usually do.
when i smile at people this week, i mean it. this is a HUGE...
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braeden:
Hi new friend. Laughter is good, keep it up.
so i've started dating my friend Steve again.
i cannot fathom how to begin to explain how happy i am.
I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE EACH MOMENT I THINK OF EXPLODING
i cannot fathom how to begin to explain how happy i am.
I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE EACH MOMENT I THINK OF EXPLODING
jimmypheenom:
ummmm.....
boundcreature:
rock.
fuck i already typed this all!!! (so i apologize, it wont be a thorough)
i broke up w/ randy for good yesterday. he's taking it harder than i thought but if after a year and a half he doesnt know if he's capable of loving me, then i have to say good bye. when my brother died i was everyones strength. he said he's probably...
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i broke up w/ randy for good yesterday. he's taking it harder than i thought but if after a year and a half he doesnt know if he's capable of loving me, then i have to say good bye. when my brother died i was everyones strength. he said he's probably...
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jimmypheenom:
Good luck on that, kiddo. It's never easy...especially when it's easy.
I promise I'm not dashing of to the military just yet...im simply giving it serious thought. I'm a fairly intelligent person, I may be able to find something else to do other than that.
Thanks for caring though
I promise I'm not dashing of to the military just yet...im simply giving it serious thought. I'm a fairly intelligent person, I may be able to find something else to do other than that.
Thanks for caring though
misterdoom:
Good luck. That is all...
today, i feel alone.
so completely alone that im unable to make conversation.
everyone is commenting on my silence today and yet i really could care less about the existence of the world.
tommorrow i am going to spend time with my friend Steve. I havent hung out w/ him in two years despite living in the same town. he's like a teddy bear. i...
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so completely alone that im unable to make conversation.
everyone is commenting on my silence today and yet i really could care less about the existence of the world.
tommorrow i am going to spend time with my friend Steve. I havent hung out w/ him in two years despite living in the same town. he's like a teddy bear. i...
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nvpinkbuddonble:
The weather in winter is almost to the snowy season. I cannot wait.
I intend to learn to snowboard this season...
(I'll see you in the emergency room under a white sheet.)
p.s. - your poetic justice made me smile. I loved it :-)
I intend to learn to snowboard this season...
(I'll see you in the emergency room under a white sheet.)
p.s. - your poetic justice made me smile. I loved it :-)
myra:
Hehe, that's really weird 
MUCH NEWS!!
I did break up with Randy. He asked for me back a few days later and I gave him a HUGE ultimatum (sp?) which included us breaking up again if a list of six things were not changed and continually worked on. If we break up over anything on this list, we will part ways and never speak again. He thought he could...
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I did break up with Randy. He asked for me back a few days later and I gave him a HUGE ultimatum (sp?) which included us breaking up again if a list of six things were not changed and continually worked on. If we break up over anything on this list, we will part ways and never speak again. He thought he could...
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jimmypheenom:
hope you get your job. Im in limbo right now and im shaking with anxiety. I had my second interview for my job last week and they told me that they'd call me this week and let me know if i got it. It's Friday and i have yet to hear anything.....jesus. These bastards are killing me. I'll call them when i get home from work today, but im gonna be sick with apprehension at work.
Oh, good for you. Don't take no guff from your man. I wouldn't take any shit either...life's to short to waste your time on someone that won't treat you like they should. Same goes for friends like that.
Im not drunk anymore....
Shawn.
Oh, good for you. Don't take no guff from your man. I wouldn't take any shit either...life's to short to waste your time on someone that won't treat you like they should. Same goes for friends like that.
Im not drunk anymore....
Shawn.
-nods-
Yeah that middle bs generally makes people want to rip their hair out.
Hells yeah throw a big ass crazy party
Be well and party hard now