pixidust

today was the worst day ever.

i want to curl up in a little ball in the corner and die.

i dont think i ever want to experience a day like this again.... ever.

dear jordan i am still waiting for you

i dont want to go to school on monday i dont want to go to work today and i sure as hell dont want ians creepy roomate to not be dead right now.... fucking planes they dont crash like they should.


jordan come take me away!

ok so last night i got to meet scott, what an awsomely sweet person! im sure he didnt know what to make of me and my spatic silliness but i had a fantastic time anyway. hes soooo nice but sooooo shy. he has super cute eyes, and made me smile, i hope my wacky personality didnt scare him away. i hope i wore him out...
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fucikng hell i hate my job today i wanted to kick everyones ass expecially the rich kids that take the train into the city come in a mess up my store and act like totally assholes!!! GRRRR im so mad and frustrared why the hell are there so many inconciderate people in the world what the FUCK!!!! maybe a little icecream and some scary movies...
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back in chicago. yay my trip went well and i am sorta ajusting to being back. i am tired as hell had to work already, they never give me a break and classes start monday my night class is now a day class at 8 am fucking hell this sucks i didnt want an am class i sleep through them and i just cant deal...
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its raining and i am soooo sick of it, just a little more sun for me before i go? please?

i had and ok 4th just rested and worked n'stuff wish i was back in chicago to see ian and matt and even taylor. im ready for school again classes and learning i feel like no matter the amont of reading i do here i...
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its now offically my day off july 3rd weeee! i should be sleeping but i cant as always my ability to have a regular sleep time each night is just not going to happen, but in happier news i found some yummy dip in my parents fridge so yay for me ! hope everyone has a rad 4th on sunday ( i have to work)...
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got back from seeing fahrenheit 9/11 as always micheal moore was informative and entertaining. oh george w bush you are a really loser. i scoff at your golf swing!

anyway... to my little new kid on the block i wish you were online i seem to miss you when you are.....but keep sending me notes even if it is just about the weather.

or call...
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going to the movies. and oh there was a fucking hail storm and rain in a biblical manor on my drive home. weee