I wish I had more answers regarding life, but when it comes to social situations I'm lost. How I was ever married before baffles me sometimes. All I can think is something about my personality is appalling, even though many have found me physically appealing. I draw people in, but what pushes them away? I'm tired of the confusion, would love some answers right about now. I can survive without people in my life, but being that I'm a bit of a perfectionist I'm frustrated that there is something I can't figure out. I do my best to dissect the situations, but come up with nothing. Tonight I rest, tomorrow is a new day, but I hope someday soon I stumble upon an answer.