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Why is it everytime someone starts dating someone, they completely change how they change the way they act towards you?? I am really sick of it. mad

My friend has been acting so weird and it sucks ass. All he does is complains about me wanting to talk to him and tell me to relax. How am I going to relax when I feel a friendship...
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pixel17:
Yes Fractal darling, I have sonsidered medication
dragonnightmares:
i have depression too... it's a type of depression called dysthymia.... so believe me i know how it feels, if you ever need to talk... give me a buzz.... we should exchange numbers so we can get together sometime... unfortunatly the frederick fair isn't gonna happen... it's supposed to get pretty yucky here tomorrow... i work in a school, and they are closing schools early tomorrow.. so i'm losing pay over this now... we better get one hell of a storm or i'm gonna be mad lol...hope you feel better.. sorry about your friend....
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Well I woke up at like 3pm today, it was nice to sleep that long. I also went to Wal*Mart today and bought Jawbreak on vhs and bought a renaissance wig, for when I go to the renaissance festival, or just to wear haha. It is pretty kick ass. Me and my friend Sarah also just drove around, singing some cheesy music in the car....
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dragonnightmares:
i wish i could sleep till 3pm frown Tiffany rocks!!! i want a tiffany cd... i just bought debbie gibsons greatest hits not too long ago!!! he he he
punknitemike:
thanks for saying i kick ass! that is very cool ! but yes, both girlush figure + die cheerleader die are good friends of mine. i'm in touch with both bands on a very regular basis actually. yeah, i love em both!!!

that must be nice being able to sleep that long. that sounds like me during my uneventful weekends... as i never sleep much during the week & then try to catch up on my sleep on the weekend... it never works! and there is nothing wrong w/ listening to tiffany... i had a major crush on her when i was younger! hell, i still have her cd... and still listen to it.
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Well...I havent talked to Louise about it yet, cuz she got mad when I wanted to marry her and Aries, but Kiscica wants to have a three way marriage with her and I. Tee hee hee.

That would be like a dream life/marriage love

Been talking to Kiscica a good amount today and it has made me feel a lot better which is good. (Danks a...
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aries:
whens the wedding?
kiscica:
*giggles* you're so fucking cute, i swear.

you totally gave me soooooooo many smiles yesterday. you're such a sweet gal...

mmm. masturbation. wink wink wink

xxxoxxoxoxoxoxx
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Well all night I was pissy and depressed cause I feel like my friend has been real distant lately. It pretty much sucks major ass!!

Got in a huge fight with fiance cuz I have just been real cranky lately and he always makes me repeat things and that just pisses me the fuck off.

I think some of my friends thing I am kind...
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dragonnightmares:
hey!!! you rock babe! as far as the fair is concerned... it will have to be thrusday night.. but i have a feeling we are not gonna be able to go cause we are supposed to get hit with a freakin hurricane!!! which i think is pretty cool cause nothing exciting ever happens around here! lol... well we'll see!!

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kiscica:
i do that every once in a while...just sort of withdraw from the world. it's good to take time for yourself every once in a while...just don't get too caught up in it. i lost a whole wack of fantastic people in my life when i hid out in my room for so long...it's a real pain to get them all back in my life and stuff. but honestly...do whatever it is you think you need pretty girl...

xxoxxoxx
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Well last night...Went and drank at my friend Adams in downtown, he all tried getting in my pants and that pissed me the fuck off.
Had to wait for a cab on the porch from 520am-630am which sucked ass cuz annoying people bothered us. One guy that came and bugged me and my friend Liz while waiting for the cab was talking bout his friend...
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zoe:
ick...fun night...


xoxo zoe xoxo
harliquin:
holy fucking shit i love Adam, yo everybody...ADAM IS MY BEST FRIEND FROM FOREVER TIL FOREVER. sorry to hear he tried to get in your pants, chica. omigod, i love that boy....his # changed so i havent talked to him in a while though. fuck, i'll be up there this weekend (i hope the Great Frederick Fair doesnt get hurricaned out)....Willard IS my photographer, and i went to school with Everett and that town is so goddam small, aint it? i love adam. tell him to do an eye-shot for me, my drinking days are over, including consumpsion through the eyeball. ahhhh, eye-shots. good times. Tell him said "jack daniels spelt backwards is rock and roll" LONG LIVE JIMMY FLAME.
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Going to work at 930am sucked ass but I made it smile I am getting ready to meet my friend liz half way go play a few games of pool and then go downtown and drink. It'll kick ass It will be the end to my fien for alcohol since havent gotten drunk in two weeks. I talked to Aries today. She is wicked sweet. (I...
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aries:
sorry about the phone, Babe. you have a wonderfull saturday night. let me know when the BF gives in.smile
dragonnightmares:
let me know what night you plan on going to the fair... thursday or friday night would be best for me.. (cause i get paid thursday)
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Tonight was pretty cool. I didnt go to work cuz was sick, which kind o sux.

I went down to the pool hall with my friend Liz and we played pool for like an hour and a half. We ran into Rich and Ryan, which is normal, cuz they are losers who like never leave the pool hall. Then My friend Amber showed up with...
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Well today is shitty. First off it is raining outside and that always depresses me.

Then I woke up and had the shits so I called out of the 11-2 shift. Then I slept until 5 and still didnt feel well so I called out the 5-9 shift.

Hopefully they arent going to be firing me anytime soon. But shit, people get sick, and I...
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Well today I got called into work for the 5-11 shift. Some stupid mexican kept fucking up the order and I knew what I was doing but noooo he fucked it up.
Still havent had my drunken cleaning, but on sat night I probably will.
Told manager I would work 11-2 on top of my 5-9 shift.
So basically tomorrow I wake up, eat, feed...
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aries:
hi, i finally got my computer working enough to see your pics. i love the candy picture. ill call you sometime tomorrow. hopefully sooner than later. i need to get out of here! -Aries
dragonnightmares:
HEY! the fair sometime this week sounds great!! Like i said, i don't get off work till 6pm.. and i now have to be up for work at 6am, so i can't stay out too super late smile i'll see ya online and we'll work out the details!!! have fun at work!!!!biggrin
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Well last night I didnt drink or clean. Maybe tonight that is what I will do. I have a hard time getting away from my computer...I am addicted!
I think tomorrow will be drunk cleaning day, if I dont end up making plans tonight.
I havent done jack shit in two days, not even showered eeek I am a smelly girl.
Well off to take a...
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nimhly:
drunken cleaning....i should try that.
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Got payed today, but it was shit and I owed money so pretty much I am down to nothing frown
Didnt do much today, got some inperial rolls from the vietmanese place down the street with my buddy, came home, watched Skipped Parts.
Its been toooooo fucking long since I got drunk. I think tonight, I am going to finish off my vodka. I hate getting...
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aries:
hello, ive been super busy. i will call you saturday. it could b a little earlier than that though. it just depends on when i get out of work.- peace
brandy:
Drunken cleaning, huh? Sounds like fun wink
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I berry excited, on Saturday, Aries is going to call me!! shocked She is so damn cute! I got called into work tonight, it was kind o fun cuz Justin was the Manager!
A friend is driving from VA Beach in like two weeks to come visit me, I berry excited about that! I love meeting new people.
Had a bad orgasm today, I am so...
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pixilated101:
I'm confused.... bad orgasm

Is that like bad pizza? I think the odds are like one in 6.234519 million.
pixel17:
It was a bad orgasm just cuz it was, dont really know how to explain.
Its isnt really like a bad pizza cuz I didnt puke or feel sick, just got mad.