I want to take the time to thank everyone who has commented on my set Nurse Faux that was shot by Cymagen a few months back. Well.. about 7 months back.
Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life. I'm going through some changes in my life, and had to re-prioritize my relationships with people, starting with my main relationship.. Rory. Rory is an amazing human being who deserves everything in life. He's a warrior, and I love him so much, but more than I love him.. I respect him. I would do anything in my power to not hurt him. But for the past two months, I've been changing inside. I've been staying out really late at night, really diving into my dancing job. Not getting fucked up and partying.. just enjoying my life changes in the past year; letting it sink in. I'm happy. Not the fake happy.. but the real happy, but my work and the people I know now as my friends don't make him happy. He won't admit it, but it's obvious on his face.
I had to let him go. I have to let him fly. I can't give him the love he wants anymore. He wanted to commit to me.like get married in our own way, and I don't know if I believe in marriage anymore. But he deserves an amazing woman who wouldn't think twice about marrying him.
Guilty is how I feel. Like I let my favorite person in the universe down. I'm shattered on the inside, but I had to do it. I had to let him go. It's what needed to happen in my life.
.... so long story short...
I've really appreciated your words of kindness on my rejected set. They've made me laugh a few times. And I thank you.
A few of my favorite comments:
"holy crap! they rejected this? there is no goodness left on this earth."
"I rarely comment on Hopeful sets - but I had to! This set is so cute and has some really excellent shots. It should go live!"
"Oh, hell yes."
"Please un-reject this set to make my headaches stop, as my small brain can't even fathom why it would be rejected in the first place. Are sets rejected on the basis of being too good?"
"I can't remember if I commented on this or not, but I don't care.
Not only is this girl one of the most beautiful girls EVER, she's one of my best friends and it's pretty lame an awesome set like this got rejected.
PUT IT UP!"
"I have no F-ing clue how this set got denied but I think its amazing. Pistolita could do a non nude set wearing a turtle neck sweater covering all and id still eat it up. She turns everything into gold let this set pass."
Thank you for the smiles.
besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life. I'm going through some changes in my life, and had to re-prioritize my relationships with people, starting with my main relationship.. Rory. Rory is an amazing human being who deserves everything in life. He's a warrior, and I love him so much, but more than I love him.. I respect him. I would do anything in my power to not hurt him. But for the past two months, I've been changing inside. I've been staying out really late at night, really diving into my dancing job. Not getting fucked up and partying.. just enjoying my life changes in the past year; letting it sink in. I'm happy. Not the fake happy.. but the real happy, but my work and the people I know now as my friends don't make him happy. He won't admit it, but it's obvious on his face.
I had to let him go. I have to let him fly. I can't give him the love he wants anymore. He wanted to commit to me.like get married in our own way, and I don't know if I believe in marriage anymore. But he deserves an amazing woman who wouldn't think twice about marrying him.
Guilty is how I feel. Like I let my favorite person in the universe down. I'm shattered on the inside, but I had to do it. I had to let him go. It's what needed to happen in my life.
.... so long story short...
I've really appreciated your words of kindness on my rejected set. They've made me laugh a few times. And I thank you.
A few of my favorite comments:
"holy crap! they rejected this? there is no goodness left on this earth."
"I rarely comment on Hopeful sets - but I had to! This set is so cute and has some really excellent shots. It should go live!"
"Oh, hell yes."
"Please un-reject this set to make my headaches stop, as my small brain can't even fathom why it would be rejected in the first place. Are sets rejected on the basis of being too good?"
"I can't remember if I commented on this or not, but I don't care.
Not only is this girl one of the most beautiful girls EVER, she's one of my best friends and it's pretty lame an awesome set like this got rejected.
PUT IT UP!"
"I have no F-ing clue how this set got denied but I think its amazing. Pistolita could do a non nude set wearing a turtle neck sweater covering all and id still eat it up. She turns everything into gold let this set pass."
Thank you for the smiles.
besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
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you're coming for hell city in may though right??