"Happy Holidaze" -- as my random text message from stoner friends say.
Oh, I'm one of them too, although I don't take my time to send out happy little texts. Well I'm grumpy because I've been at work all day on the inside.. whilst the sun has been shining so beautifully outside. grump grump. Ok, now I'm over it.
Last weekend I ate mushrooms. Again. Rory and I went to Powells books and looked at amazing photographs until I couldn't be around people anymore. I started tripping really hard, and had to wear my sunglasses indoors (as if that isn't a red alert that I'm fucked up)...because whenever I laugh on mushrooms.. I have so much joy in my little body, that it comes out as tears. So people think I'm sad and crying. But I'm laughing so hard, and so overjoyed.. that I cry. Isn't that sweet? So I kept my sunglasses on so people wouldn't see my tear marks.
The following is a speech. Read at your own discretion.
Sunday night, I watched the second episode of the Discovery Channel's show called "Planet Earth". It's so moving. I can't believe how amazing the world is. It proved my theory that mother earth has a cycle to purge itself of impurities. In every eco system there is a system of checks and balances to make sure one species doesn't over populate the others. And although it seems that humans have over populated, I'm beginning to think we're on the verge of seeing some darwinism here soon. Whether Earth purges us, whether through disease we rid of humans, or through ourselves. It seems sometimes that we ourselves are population control. Bombings, massacres, war, poverty, genecide. But other times it seems that Earth is slowly starting to take care of our "bacteria" growth... Hurricanes, tornadoes, landslides, avalanches, volcanoes, earthquakes.
I'm not buying this "Global Warming" shit anymore. It's something they want to sell you. Granted, I truly believe in taking better care of the earth. That's why I choose my lifestyle paths that I have chosen. However.. I don't think people should FEAR the end of the earth. Like my favorite wise man, Adam Carolla says... "every civilization since the beginning of time has believed that they were living in the time of the apocolypse." And I don't think we're any different. Not saying the world won't eventually end.. but most likely from causes such as.. our magnetic poles flipping, or mass collision between meteor and Earth.. or something along those lines. But I don't think Global Warming is something to be afraid of. YES.. we should change our ways. But fear is a path that leads people down a list of horrible manifestations. I ask you to think back to the days when you were in elementary school... do you remember them installing you with fear? Remember how they used to fill you with crap about how by the time you were 30, there would be "acid rain", and it would eat through your car, and your skin? Do you remember that shit? Have you seen acid rain reports? No. What I see is a new widespread fear.
This has to stop people. You cannot live in fear, it will consume you. You fear living, but you fear death. You fear success and you fear failure. You fear strength and you fear weakness. You fear faith, but you are more afraid to not believe in anything. Something has to change. You're right. What does need to change is this... your thinking. If everyone in this world believed we lived in a beautiful, blessing of a universe.. (which when you actually think about it.. or watch "Planet Earth".. you will realize it's a miracle).. our positivity would radiate. Realization comes from thought. Fucking manifest it. You want to be happy? MANIFEST IT. You want to stop crying.. tell the voice in your head that fills it with anger and fear to leave you alone.. and never listen to it again. It takes work. But I've been there. I've been in a deeper hole than any of you know me to be. But I've come out. Not with the help of medication. Not with the help of drugs, but not without myself. The human spirit is the strongest thread to break. I've beat depression, cervical cancer, and many other minor illnesses all because I've been pro-active. Now.. you have a choice. Which way do you want to take? Do you want to make it harder on yourself, or do you want things to be easier? Your decision is something you must do on your own. And the next step is to have a one on one with your own self. If you can't do it. I'm here. Call me. Text me. Write me. I will help you. But you have to be open to amazing things.
Don't believe me? Watch an episode of it this Sunday night. What are you doing Sunday night anyway besides Family Guy or wacking it? Watch an episode of Discovery Channel's "Planet Earth". It will mesmerize you. And it's true, there are so many amazing ecosystems at work that are worth learning about and saving.
Ok, I'm done now. Thank you.
On a lighter note. I posted this in my last entry, but I'd like to repost, considering I have 38 comments. I'd like to see .. ehh.. let's put the goal at 150.
It will put my little manifestation theory to the test.
Click here for the whole set. Leave some love if you liked it!
I feel better. It's Friday. And I got paid.
besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
Oh, I'm one of them too, although I don't take my time to send out happy little texts. Well I'm grumpy because I've been at work all day on the inside.. whilst the sun has been shining so beautifully outside. grump grump. Ok, now I'm over it.
Last weekend I ate mushrooms. Again. Rory and I went to Powells books and looked at amazing photographs until I couldn't be around people anymore. I started tripping really hard, and had to wear my sunglasses indoors (as if that isn't a red alert that I'm fucked up)...because whenever I laugh on mushrooms.. I have so much joy in my little body, that it comes out as tears. So people think I'm sad and crying. But I'm laughing so hard, and so overjoyed.. that I cry. Isn't that sweet? So I kept my sunglasses on so people wouldn't see my tear marks.
The following is a speech. Read at your own discretion.
Sunday night, I watched the second episode of the Discovery Channel's show called "Planet Earth". It's so moving. I can't believe how amazing the world is. It proved my theory that mother earth has a cycle to purge itself of impurities. In every eco system there is a system of checks and balances to make sure one species doesn't over populate the others. And although it seems that humans have over populated, I'm beginning to think we're on the verge of seeing some darwinism here soon. Whether Earth purges us, whether through disease we rid of humans, or through ourselves. It seems sometimes that we ourselves are population control. Bombings, massacres, war, poverty, genecide. But other times it seems that Earth is slowly starting to take care of our "bacteria" growth... Hurricanes, tornadoes, landslides, avalanches, volcanoes, earthquakes.
I'm not buying this "Global Warming" shit anymore. It's something they want to sell you. Granted, I truly believe in taking better care of the earth. That's why I choose my lifestyle paths that I have chosen. However.. I don't think people should FEAR the end of the earth. Like my favorite wise man, Adam Carolla says... "every civilization since the beginning of time has believed that they were living in the time of the apocolypse." And I don't think we're any different. Not saying the world won't eventually end.. but most likely from causes such as.. our magnetic poles flipping, or mass collision between meteor and Earth.. or something along those lines. But I don't think Global Warming is something to be afraid of. YES.. we should change our ways. But fear is a path that leads people down a list of horrible manifestations. I ask you to think back to the days when you were in elementary school... do you remember them installing you with fear? Remember how they used to fill you with crap about how by the time you were 30, there would be "acid rain", and it would eat through your car, and your skin? Do you remember that shit? Have you seen acid rain reports? No. What I see is a new widespread fear.
This has to stop people. You cannot live in fear, it will consume you. You fear living, but you fear death. You fear success and you fear failure. You fear strength and you fear weakness. You fear faith, but you are more afraid to not believe in anything. Something has to change. You're right. What does need to change is this... your thinking. If everyone in this world believed we lived in a beautiful, blessing of a universe.. (which when you actually think about it.. or watch "Planet Earth".. you will realize it's a miracle).. our positivity would radiate. Realization comes from thought. Fucking manifest it. You want to be happy? MANIFEST IT. You want to stop crying.. tell the voice in your head that fills it with anger and fear to leave you alone.. and never listen to it again. It takes work. But I've been there. I've been in a deeper hole than any of you know me to be. But I've come out. Not with the help of medication. Not with the help of drugs, but not without myself. The human spirit is the strongest thread to break. I've beat depression, cervical cancer, and many other minor illnesses all because I've been pro-active. Now.. you have a choice. Which way do you want to take? Do you want to make it harder on yourself, or do you want things to be easier? Your decision is something you must do on your own. And the next step is to have a one on one with your own self. If you can't do it. I'm here. Call me. Text me. Write me. I will help you. But you have to be open to amazing things.
Don't believe me? Watch an episode of it this Sunday night. What are you doing Sunday night anyway besides Family Guy or wacking it? Watch an episode of Discovery Channel's "Planet Earth". It will mesmerize you. And it's true, there are so many amazing ecosystems at work that are worth learning about and saving.
Ok, I'm done now. Thank you.
On a lighter note. I posted this in my last entry, but I'd like to repost, considering I have 38 comments. I'd like to see .. ehh.. let's put the goal at 150.
It will put my little manifestation theory to the test.
Click here for the whole set. Leave some love if you liked it!
I feel better. It's Friday. And I got paid.
besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
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kou:
thanks for the support beautiful pistolita.. 
it's been 2 weeks now and she hasn't come... and none of my neighbors had seen her.. i think she's not coming back this time...
it's been 2 weeks now and she hasn't come... and none of my neighbors had seen her.. i think she's not coming back this time...
sandman226:
Hi there girlie!!! Been a while and I wanted to say howdy. Love your journal entry. I've become a addict of the learning channels. I watch National Geographic mostly but I do like the Planet Earth series. You are absolutely correct. Mother Nature does take care of herself. The "global warming" is a funny thing. If I remember my schooling, didn't the globe warm to the point that the polar caps flushed the earth and froze things up. The dinosaurs that roamed the earth vanished. Hmmm. I don't remember learning that the dinosaurs drove cars and had factories and made the earth all warm. Anyway, HOWDY! 