I'm back darlings. It has almost been a week since I've logged in to Suicide Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls. I can say that I missed it for sure.
Salem... darling. I did go through NE Mississippi, but I didn't get your little post in time to look you up. My bad. Lets still be friends.
Well, I can say I actually enjoyed my trip. I surely enjoyed the weather. It was nice to get into a fucking hot car for and take a beautiful drive for two days in a row.... Anyway, I learned a lot about my company, and what it does, and who does what, and how my job effects the rest of the cycle. I met some awesome southern friends, and can say I returned home to a much higher respect level at work. The possibility of moving to Memphis to do my job, is no longer intangeble. I was the snowflake that started the avalanche, and it could very well be a possibility. I haven't decided if I'm going to manifest it or not. If for some reason I do get asked to move to Memphis, or NE Mississippi, would I really take it? Would I risk losing my boyfriend, and my townhouse, just to be a business woman, and be strong and independent for the first time?
A part of me thinks it would be ballsy, sexy, and an incredible growing experience to just pick up and move for work. To be financially independent, out on my own, and re-locating for a job at 22 sounds fabulous. I want to be that woman.
The other part is kind of a whiner, and doesn't want to leave everything I have here. I know I'd have to end it with my bf. He's here and happy.. and long distance stuff sucks balls.
I don't know. I don't know. I have no idea what I would say if they asked me. But I don't have to worry about it.. because they haven't asked.
ok borinnnng.....I got a lot of work done on my tattoo. I want to get it finished by Ohio time. Pics coming soon...
The egg party was fabulous. Thank you.
oh and........... I love you!
buh bye!
bang bang,
<3 Pistolita
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Salem... darling. I did go through NE Mississippi, but I didn't get your little post in time to look you up. My bad. Lets still be friends.
Well, I can say I actually enjoyed my trip. I surely enjoyed the weather. It was nice to get into a fucking hot car for and take a beautiful drive for two days in a row.... Anyway, I learned a lot about my company, and what it does, and who does what, and how my job effects the rest of the cycle. I met some awesome southern friends, and can say I returned home to a much higher respect level at work. The possibility of moving to Memphis to do my job, is no longer intangeble. I was the snowflake that started the avalanche, and it could very well be a possibility. I haven't decided if I'm going to manifest it or not. If for some reason I do get asked to move to Memphis, or NE Mississippi, would I really take it? Would I risk losing my boyfriend, and my townhouse, just to be a business woman, and be strong and independent for the first time?
A part of me thinks it would be ballsy, sexy, and an incredible growing experience to just pick up and move for work. To be financially independent, out on my own, and re-locating for a job at 22 sounds fabulous. I want to be that woman.
The other part is kind of a whiner, and doesn't want to leave everything I have here. I know I'd have to end it with my bf. He's here and happy.. and long distance stuff sucks balls.
I don't know. I don't know. I have no idea what I would say if they asked me. But I don't have to worry about it.. because they haven't asked.
ok borinnnng.....I got a lot of work done on my tattoo. I want to get it finished by Ohio time. Pics coming soon...
The egg party was fabulous. Thank you.
oh and........... I love you!
buh bye!
bang bang,
<3 Pistolita
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if the love with this guy is that strong he will come with or still be a part of your life if you choose to comeback.
I was looking at a job in Nashville. Job did not come through but I was starting to get a bit excited by going and living in a area so different than Portland.
Cant wait for the pics of that Tattoo, hell just pics of you in general. Those shots on the beach were GORGEOUS!
Stay Beautiful! (inside and Out!)
--Courage Without Conviction is Apathy at Best--
(the Artist formerly known as EverythingStatic)
--DarthVayne--